久违了，BlogSpot！

真的好久没进来写一写了日记了，
是不是因为抽不到时间？
还是懒惰写？
哈哈~
或许真的是这样吧...！

一路走来真的很不简单，
不是中学也不是小学,
而是进入半个社会的地带。
很多时候还以为能够玩玩下这样，
可是再怎么玩，
也只不过是在给自己浪费很多的时间、很多的精神...。

不能转晓也罢了，
根本不需再顾虑太多...
也只能往前走...
继续地走...
走到我毕业...才去选择我24岁之后的要走的路...。

现在21，
很多事情等待我去面对、去挑战，
可是我却不敢想未来的日子会是多么的煎熬、多么的困难...。

在他们的心中，
我依然是那个调皮的小孩、调皮的弟弟，
有时候自己想成这样，
而他们却拿“我知道你的性格”来压倒我的自尊心...
Haizzz...
不管啦...实际行动来证明才是他们要看到的，
再怎么说怎么辩论，
也只不过是一大堆的废话从口抛出来而已。

我越来越少跟很多班的中学朋友出来“叹世界”了，
可能自己不想出，
又或者自己功课繁忙...也许因为我不同他们的阶级吧...哈哈！
真是可笑...怎么可能啊？
不想出就是不出咯...原因都只有一个的啦：做功课，努力！哈哈！
真是乖仔呐~~
0(^^)v

怎样都好，
走到这里算是很漫长了，
没有理由我亲眼说放弃的嘛...对不对？
我已经看到我的好友在我的学院毕业了...
那我是不是也应该加把劲呢？
哈哈~
放心好了...我一定会尽力做到最好的...。
任何困难都要面对，
这就是残酷的社会，
不给面子的。
你以为爸妈买这么多好东西给你，
你就可以乱乱来吗？
NO!
是时候要给自己一个极限或目标：
想要那样东西？
自己买！怎么买？自己想啦！
=D

Ciao! ^^V

Always thought I was RIGHT...

Ever since when,

my own talking never been had a RIGHT thing in a time,

I just don't know why I had this all the time,

why don't I just keep my f***ing crazy mouth shut up?

It only makes people felt like you're annoying them...

Maybe they are right,

I'm not really talking about something that it's only interested for my own,

not them...

I was wrong to myself,

because what they had asked,

and i'm just having some crap talk there.

They're right, really...

This is my own talking style problem,

can't blame them...

Causing this problem makes people feel annoyed,

is one of stupid bad stuff in me,

I'd like to change...

Can I?

My other friends were right about it, too...

the only main problem is on my own,

not them,

'cause I didn't think through it before I really talk,

and answer the RIGHT questions...

CNY is coming,

I hope I can be changed into something more mature a bit,

not a kiddo there talking S*** down there...

Man...

Tough...and hard times as always...

Ciao!

今年...是2011年...。

今年，

会是怎样的一年？

是往常？

还是更新？

一年又一年，

如果一直希望天天都是好天，

只能但愿是这样咯...！

21岁了...

是不是该想想自己以后要做的事情呢？

嗯...

有一样...是要做的...。

2011的第一张Blog entry，

开始记录当中，

所有的忆录，

将会一直写到该结束的那一刻，

不会错过任何时刻，

感觉一到，

必定写下新一章节。

The 365th Day - Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011~

The 365th Day

2010年的结束，

2011的到来，

将要改变一切的计划，

重新出发。

没什么好回顾，

要说都在面子书说完了，

还有什么能再补充的呢... ...。

等你也有四年了，

过了这年，

就是五年...。

我还需要等吗... ...？

不知道... ...。

Goodbye 2010~

You gave me a lot of excitements this year~

Welcome 2011~

Time to change my new schedule for my life-time...

and hope...

there'll be a MIRACLE appears to me in my precious life...!

CIAO!!!!

冬至...平安夜...圣诞佳节...。

The 356th Day

冬至当天，

很多人还是有工作要做，

而放着暑假的我，

就在家中帮忙搓汤圆，

因为妈妈在忙着为这大日子，

煮好特别的菜肴，

以示庆祝这天的好节日。

汤圆已煮好，

菜肴也出炉，

中午的午餐时间也到，

大家吃个好的~也吃过汤圆~味道不错~奖励自己以示鼓励！

嘻嘻~~

今晚的平安夜，

虽然我本身不是什么基督教的信徒，

但是这也不因为只有他们才能庆祝，

其实每个人都能庆祝，

开派对啊、与朋友相聚啊、约会情人啊...等等的，

今晚，

正是合适的时间了。

不过呢...

还是跟以往一样...

都是在家里度过，

因为我没有特别的安排。

明天是圣诞节，

依然没有任何的安排，

不过我与小学朋友有约，

晚上会聚在一起喝茶聊天。

那，

也只有这样咯...。

一天有一天的过去，

眼见还有九天是2011年的到来...

不过我只期望一年比一年的好...

千万不要去想太多，

活在当下，

去做你应该做的事。

抛开烦恼，

活得快乐，

这就是我们作为人类的人生观念！

记住咯~

Ciao~

选择...真的有那么重要吗？

The 352th Day

有时一直都在那里想：

选“她”好一点还是“她”好一点？

还是那个“她”好一点...

其实...

这种选择性...是不是那么重要呢？

常常因为这件事而烦恼，

有时还真的很无聊...。

有还是没有...

不重要了啦...。

有缘自然会跟随在你身边的啦...

无缘都不要紧吧~做个朋友也了得啊~

我咧...

其实并不知道对她们的好感度有多高，

也只有靠约会来了解咯~

是这样的咯~

我都不是很厉害“靠女”的~

单纯人一个~

慢慢来啦~

HAIZZ~~~~ @@

Ciao~

It should be a happy break, but it doesn't seems to be happy for me...

The 344th Day (in 2010)

Finally completed the current semester that I needed to clear to subjects...

Finally I can have a relaxing semester breaks from this week onwards...

Finally I can do what I always wanna do...

Finally...finally...finally...

But...even for the 'finally'...do I really need to be happy with?

Actually,

I'm very care for my own outcome after all things have done in so much effort...

and I can think now...

is to WAIT for an answer, a conclusion!

It's been almost a year I've spent in my first college life,

it was really the longest year I've ever had...

Unlike when I was in school days,

I had so much fun times with my school-mates,

and the homework wasn't many,

but tough even it's in small amount of work...

When it comes to college life,

everything I've met wasn't really much fun that I've ever expected...

maybe because of classmates,

different races, different places and different topic for their talks...

and that's why I wasn't really get into their topic...

it's just like I've thrown aside,

left me behind without chasing them back to get together to talks again...

Well yeah,

I DO met many friends there,

but I don't seem like I'm really join with them...

maybe I prefer the friends that I used to hang out the most...

but not college-mates,

because we're different in other ways...

I'm not really good at it...

I really don't mind what they crapping while I was away from them,

because I know about what kind of person on myself...I do know...

but come to think back then,

I actually really felt lucky that I had these fellas in the class,

so that we won't get too bored or too much rubbish talks when we were having class work...

And yeah, this is my feelings on them...

but somehow I let myself disappointed on them for the first time in my college life...

that was really...really the first time I had that...

and I really felt I was too wrong to be that...

When they walked away that time,

I sat back in the car and think for a very...very long time,

to know WHAT THE F*** have I done to them...

I don't mind if they hate me...

because I really deserved it...

and I'm F***ing-bastard guy for sure...

I admit that...

I really do...

Till now,

for the break,

everything goes smoother after everything has finished...

and yet the same,

I stayed at home and didn't go out much because I wanna spend more time at home,

to give myself more time to rest after I've been workin' out so much on my own work...

and all I ever wanted to know ONE THING:

is to WAIT my results...

because the results...are my ONLY answer...

for my next destination of studies...

I should be enjoying this happy break...

but it seems like having it happily more than I'm waiting nervously...

It's not a good break for me...

not at all... ... ...!

Ciao!