Quiet night...

The 331th Day

It is quiet night...in my area here...
but still a bit worried about the area's situation, though...
sitting in my room and typing this blog entry,
combine with a beautiful, soft, and quiet night...
feels good about it...

Right these moments ahead,
everyone's having their Graduation Trip now,
as for us,
will have to wait till December 19th, at 10.30pm...
Hmph...kinda boring these days at home...
not gonna find some jobs to do, though...
'cause I need to attend that trip if I work only a few weeks...
no salaries for that, you know?

The intake will be in January 4th,
guess it is a hurry one, though...
but the early intake you register,
the earlier semesters finished...
and I'll make my wise choice...to decide it...very...carefully...!

Why?
Because I CARE about my future plannings!! ^^

Extra: Memories beyond...(GRADUATION NIGHT 2009)











And that is all...for the night...! =)

Emptyness...

The 325th Day

It's all...over...
I've never felt this before...
it's empty...very empty...
we never gonna back like the times we have...
this is the time when we separate now...
to start a new journey...that leads to our new University lifestyles...

Tsun Jin,
even though we thought its bad,
but we realized...that it wasn't so bad at all, actually...
We play, we fool, we break the rules...
they just have their patience on us every time...
and we didn't actually noticed it...

I'm proud that I'm in TJ,
so do they, too...
By the day we graduated,
we were told that we still have our own destiny...
to walk on...to continue where it stops...

Does this mean it ends here after the graduation?
No...
This...is just the beginning of the end...!

Fly high, fellas...!
The future awaits...!

This is it...The Graduation Ceremony & Graduation Night...!

The 323th Day

Time has finally come for the very last moment,
this is the last one...to wear my school uniform...
this is the last time...to gather around again with our friends...
this is the last moment...to cherish for what we had been through...
Everything...will be the LAST and FINAL...!

Time sure zapping fast, though...
Although we really not wanna walk out that school so much,
we have to do it 'cause we already graduated...
and yet we still wanna be with school for more...

No more school life,
but a new University life,
or maybe College life...
Whether the two of them are chosen as ONE in our life,
then we have to keep movin' on without any hesitations...

The show will begin tomorrow,
and tomorrow...will be our last gathering...
and will also be written down with the last few words...
after the FANTASY night is over...!

Sadness...and waiting for a FANTASY night!

The 318th Day

Today...was the last day in school,
and we'll never...enjoy the lessons again...
we'll be movin' into a new University lifestyles...after all has ended...

Time passed by extremely fast...
I wish I could have more time at school...
but it won't stopped...

Tsun Jin High School,
is a school where we used to stay as 2nd home,
everything's changed...including the modification...
New school hall,
new courts,
new multimedia systems...and so on,
all these innovating tools,
was a pity...that we couldn't use or experience it much...

7 years in TJ for me,
nothing's left...but still leaving a small space to fill in,
will I be able to get a relationship...?
The last chance will fall in "Graduation Night"...
This is it......the final chapter awaits...
leave NO REGRETS!!

See you all in the FANTASY night
and our shows ends on 20/11/2009!

The Graduation...Nears...

The 317th Day

There's only ONE...day...left,
everything will put an end in this secondary school life,
and I've managed to complete my own things...
all of them are nearly in the finish line...

What are we gonna plan to do after all has over?
What's more important out there?
Social life...is not as simple...as you think...
It could be happiness...it could be horrible...
The world is like this...
It's reality...

Final chapter will be finished writing off,
and all will begin with a new chapter in a new lifestyle,
so let's just...stay down there...a little bit more...
'cause we really...missed the time when we were together before...

It's time...
Let's go...to the Final Chapter...of TJ's Diary lifestyles!

P/S: I'm on it..."She" has a reply now...and I'm gonna take it slowly...^^

Is this the END?

The 314th Day

5 days more...
The final chapter will be written down...
and soon we will be seperated in different paths...
different lfestyles...
different...realities...

Actually,
I have somethin'...that I haven't complete with...
Is there...a way on how...can I have 'her'?
Is there anything...that I can do?
Say sorry as the first thing?
Start a topic as the first thing?
No...none of them...is the proper way for me...
Maybe because I'm a coward...to face 'her'...

3 years I've known her...
and now 'she' just left me with so many questions,
on Why, What, and How...
I wanna ask: 'Are you still...mad about me?'

Girls are always a complicated human,
A boy wants to know the girl so much,
but he couldn't step out just because he feels scare...
and in the end,
the boy's regret left behind...and told himself that:
"Actually...I should have done that earlier before...not the last minute..."

Now,
Am I gonna say "Oh No...is this the end?"
I hope one of these days,
whether succeed or not,
at the very least...I should give it a try...
and you'll never know...if you don't give it a try...
Who knows...if it comes true to you...?

Hmph...