Well, tis kind of thing had been dragging me around me since I didnt really had a chat wif her since 31st December 2007...tat time she replied my msg...but not as I expected...it was like some kind of complaining msg...after looking it, I had no other things to tell but to PROMISE her I DUN HAV SEND MSGES TO HER IF IT DOESNT HAVE ANY IMPORTANT STUFF to tell...12am passed by, I shut off my phone in anger...den I slept...
Until tis year, since I've re-study my Senior 2 course again...I told myself tat I shud get to change myself in a different way...but finally I did it in a halfway now...not even a worry anymore...till one day...I was walking somewhere near de staffroom, came thru to her...I saw her but I didnt do anything. While she was dutying as a prefect job, means in recess time la...I oways walked down de stairs n oways saw her there, I felt a little embarrassing to...see her...eye-to-eye...hehe...too shy to do tat...n felt like kind of not really know wat to do...
At home, one day I cleaned up my room n saw her photos(society photos, of course...), n everytime I looked up wif tis things...man...cant even try to stop thinking of her...Im crazy oredi...but sumtimes I juz wanna try 2 sms her 2 say hello but I still cant do it...
Until now, I didnt actually do anything on it after my camp n her camp, even until today oso didnt even TOUCH de phone ALL~~ day coz i put my fone in my room...
Well, u can say...I'm in love...really dunno wat to do...cant even face her...juz been thinking about "wait for de right time comes"...haiyo...Im gonna sleep until morning if I kept continue in tis way...
God, r u testing me? Is this some kind a IQ question for me to SOLVE de problem...well, it maybe is TRUE...I guess...
But, let God bless me...n her as well...
Chiao(means gtg)!!
Thursday, May 29, 2008
vacation in MELAKA...(Part 2)
Woke up at 7am, de in charge for de cooking section were ready to cook de breakfast, tat time i was still asleep, heard some "kinglingkonglong" sound so tat I shocked up n woke up like a drunk guy...As I woke up, I saw my friends woke up, too...but dey all sat up not quite straight, sat up like a dummy there...haha
After de breakfast, we played our one last game b4 we moved on 2 our next destination, we really had fun tat time...everyone was really happy, n at around 10am, we all packed up, cleaned up, dried up, washed up, tidied up ALL de stuff n wait 4 de manager 2 come n check...after all things had settled, we all left our hostel...
All the long way back to K.L., I sat on de bus, everyone was sleeping, including my friends...only me, still very awake...listening some music, playing psp...I was really missed tis kind of trip coz I really hav soooo much fun after I joined tis society, dey gave me different kinds things to learn, n I felt tat many kinds of society tat I had joined, tis one I liked it de most(coz got frenz there ma....)...
Thank you all, I'm really really had a gud time in there...
Back to my school, 15 minutes later, everyone's gone back home...only me n other 2 friends stay there(not quite familiar 2 them), dey talked about their nice trip wif their friends...and as for me, I was walking around de school as Im waiting for my mom to fetch me...
While Im waiting, i just came across a street near resting room(for those who felt uncomfortable), as I was going 2 walked thru...I saw...her...running 2 other place 4 de event...I guess...Seeing her being fine, I guess I dun hav 2 worry about it, by de way, she saw me, too, n I oso saw her...still de same...nothing else to do...
Later, my mom arrived...I put all my stuff into de carboot, I drove way back home wif a happy face...
This trip...made me felt very memorable...I dunno y im so happy in tis society but de only one thing for sure, friendship is like tis, u hav de fate to meet them, den u hav appreciate for wat belonged by ur side...is like tis...u've knew another few friends there, n dey're different 2 u...
Wat can I say, happy is oways a happy, I guess I...I am really happy, though...hope 2 hav tis kind of trip...again...and im...looking forward...to it!
-END-
After de breakfast, we played our one last game b4 we moved on 2 our next destination, we really had fun tat time...everyone was really happy, n at around 10am, we all packed up, cleaned up, dried up, washed up, tidied up ALL de stuff n wait 4 de manager 2 come n check...after all things had settled, we all left our hostel...
All the long way back to K.L., I sat on de bus, everyone was sleeping, including my friends...only me, still very awake...listening some music, playing psp...I was really missed tis kind of trip coz I really hav soooo much fun after I joined tis society, dey gave me different kinds things to learn, n I felt tat many kinds of society tat I had joined, tis one I liked it de most(coz got frenz there ma....)...
Thank you all, I'm really really had a gud time in there...
Back to my school, 15 minutes later, everyone's gone back home...only me n other 2 friends stay there(not quite familiar 2 them), dey talked about their nice trip wif their friends...and as for me, I was walking around de school as Im waiting for my mom to fetch me...
While Im waiting, i just came across a street near resting room(for those who felt uncomfortable), as I was going 2 walked thru...I saw...her...running 2 other place 4 de event...I guess...Seeing her being fine, I guess I dun hav 2 worry about it, by de way, she saw me, too, n I oso saw her...still de same...nothing else to do...
Later, my mom arrived...I put all my stuff into de carboot, I drove way back home wif a happy face...
This trip...made me felt very memorable...I dunno y im so happy in tis society but de only one thing for sure, friendship is like tis, u hav de fate to meet them, den u hav appreciate for wat belonged by ur side...is like tis...u've knew another few friends there, n dey're different 2 u...
Wat can I say, happy is oways a happy, I guess I...I am really happy, though...hope 2 hav tis kind of trip...again...and im...looking forward...to it!
-END-
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
vacation in MELAKA...(Part 1)
Tat was still a bit dark, n yet a dawn time b4 morning,is about 6.05am sumting, I was fetched by my dad, wif his precious vehicle --- Benz E240...While on de way 2 my school, I was a little excited bcoz i finally waited till tat day 2 go 4 another vacation wif my society...n my most beloved friends...I was smiling all de way until I got 2 school, n I saw my friends waved at me, so i quickly take down my bagpack, say goodbye 2 my dad n de fun begans in a meanwhile...haha!
7.15am, time to go 4 de journey of our destination 2 pick n shoot any kinds of photos around tat area...de bus came in a short while, we packed up n gathered up, n ready 2 go...and, within a sudden, i was de last one going out 2 de bus, juz as I was ready 2 step outside de school gate...I saw a friend of mine...a girl tat I like, she came juz a same time, she came wif her sister(S1), 2 attend a camp in school...I was slowly walked thru bside her, I saw her, n she saw me, we both felt too shy 2 said sumting...yeah...I am REALLY shy...I was trying 2 said "be careful, ok?", but i didnt...I walked out b4 stepped up 2 school bus, i turned around n looked at her again...(she turned around, too, i was shocked)n way-up into de bus.
7.20am, we're on de move 2 MELAKA...yaaahoooooo...!! In de bus, we, a.k.a GANGBANG la...sat 2gether at de back, 13 ppls around there...it's nothing more but FUN made us felt even more excited...my friend, nelson brought a speaker(de mini speaker) 2 us and plug de cable in n switch on my MP3 WALKMAN VIDEO 2 ply de music...wow...de sound was incredible...n oso, we brought some snacks...we ate a lot cause on de way up we didnt hav ANY~~ breakfast anymore so we could juz endure it until noon comes n ate our favourite dish --- CHICKEN RICE!!
As we go 4 de photos caputring, I found myself some familiar, brought back memories to me...de temple...de historical buildings...I've been there b4 since 2000. Last time i came, it doesnt really built up much at tat place, is was like a big-space of empty area 4 de cows passed thru...now, it's been 8 years, it changed really a lot...it's totally different, though...
Then, headed up 2 largest temple we visited, I've prayed 4 my family's safety, everything goes smoothly, happy always, n healthy oways...but oso, I've prayed 4 her, too... It was de 1st I do tis thing juz bcoz i didnt really come out 2 a place like tis much so tis is it...I've finally done it!
6.15pm, way up 2 our stay-night place, called Villa D'Faro, it's near de city of A'Famosa, we rented a bungalow, but i thought it was really a BIG~~bungalow, but wat I expected, was a regular bungalow, means de space is not quite big enuff, even my friends slept in de living room oso no place 2 "hide"...LOL~~~, we had BBQ there n we oso had swimming there, pushing other ppl down 2 de water, I was one of them, too...my goodness...
Late night at about 2.15am, we all couldnt get asleep so we dcided 2 play some capturing photo techniques in oreder 2 learn more about photo shooting...as we play de most, was called "seperate body"...it's really fun if u saw urself in different emotions n movements...
But...although it was oredi 3.05am...we couldnt hung around n felt really~~~tired, so we all sneek back 2 de living room...and...sleep...zZzZZZzzzZZ(it's really cold, coz there's two air-condition in a living room ONLY, freezing like in North Pole)...haha...
Continue 4 de next posts titled : vacation in MELAKA...(Part 2)
Stay Tuned!
Ciao!
7.15am, time to go 4 de journey of our destination 2 pick n shoot any kinds of photos around tat area...de bus came in a short while, we packed up n gathered up, n ready 2 go...and, within a sudden, i was de last one going out 2 de bus, juz as I was ready 2 step outside de school gate...I saw a friend of mine...a girl tat I like, she came juz a same time, she came wif her sister(S1), 2 attend a camp in school...I was slowly walked thru bside her, I saw her, n she saw me, we both felt too shy 2 said sumting...yeah...I am REALLY shy...I was trying 2 said "be careful, ok?", but i didnt...I walked out b4 stepped up 2 school bus, i turned around n looked at her again...(she turned around, too, i was shocked)n way-up into de bus.
7.20am, we're on de move 2 MELAKA...yaaahoooooo...!! In de bus, we, a.k.a GANGBANG la...sat 2gether at de back, 13 ppls around there...it's nothing more but FUN made us felt even more excited...my friend, nelson brought a speaker(de mini speaker) 2 us and plug de cable in n switch on my MP3 WALKMAN VIDEO 2 ply de music...wow...de sound was incredible...n oso, we brought some snacks...we ate a lot cause on de way up we didnt hav ANY~~ breakfast anymore so we could juz endure it until noon comes n ate our favourite dish --- CHICKEN RICE!!
As we go 4 de photos caputring, I found myself some familiar, brought back memories to me...de temple...de historical buildings...I've been there b4 since 2000. Last time i came, it doesnt really built up much at tat place, is was like a big-space of empty area 4 de cows passed thru...now, it's been 8 years, it changed really a lot...it's totally different, though...
Then, headed up 2 largest temple we visited, I've prayed 4 my family's safety, everything goes smoothly, happy always, n healthy oways...but oso, I've prayed 4 her, too... It was de 1st I do tis thing juz bcoz i didnt really come out 2 a place like tis much so tis is it...I've finally done it!
6.15pm, way up 2 our stay-night place, called Villa D'Faro, it's near de city of A'Famosa, we rented a bungalow, but i thought it was really a BIG~~bungalow, but wat I expected, was a regular bungalow, means de space is not quite big enuff, even my friends slept in de living room oso no place 2 "hide"...LOL~~~, we had BBQ there n we oso had swimming there, pushing other ppl down 2 de water, I was one of them, too...my goodness...
Late night at about 2.15am, we all couldnt get asleep so we dcided 2 play some capturing photo techniques in oreder 2 learn more about photo shooting...as we play de most, was called "seperate body"...it's really fun if u saw urself in different emotions n movements...
But...although it was oredi 3.05am...we couldnt hung around n felt really~~~tired, so we all sneek back 2 de living room...and...sleep...zZzZZZzzzZZ(it's really cold, coz there's two air-condition in a living room ONLY, freezing like in North Pole)...haha...
Continue 4 de next posts titled : vacation in MELAKA...(Part 2)
Stay Tuned!
Ciao!
Sunday, May 25, 2008
silly-dilly dayzZZZ...again, man!!! Arrgghh....
Well, well, well...Im REALLY finally made myself comfortable right now...bcoz i oredi 4get n ignore (is TOTALLY, oky?) de damn-bastard msges...HAIYO!!! QUIT THINKING LA...my big brother cousin oso oredi told me 2 4get about it den i 4 get lo..
How do i 4get? Very easy...juz do ur own things...play ur own PSP like gone crazy...and on9 till sleepy den nothing liao...tat kinda stuff is too sohai la...
Alright...back 2 de topic...I'm having my holidayzzzzz now...which means im now having a silly-dilly dayzzzz again...nothing 2 do wat...juz play around wif ur favourite console (PSP, PS2, even de oldest PS oso play, haiya...mou diu la...), life's been is simple, wat else u wanna hav? Caused many troubles n wan u 2 solve it in ONE-BY-ONE, ha!! pissed off la...
Im not quite free, though...coz i still hav campsss 2 attend including 4 2morow's "Photography Society's Shooting Pictures in Melaka"...haih...cant wait bcoz all my dummy-funny frenzz r there...so im looking 4ward 2 it...
2day we went shopping in SCP (aka south city plaza), wow man...my sis bought herself two new bagzz n my mom got one bag n one purse...she was hoping tat de MONEY~~~ will come 2 her bag...fa choi la means...they oso bought some clothes, too...As for me...I bought my own things 4 2morow's camp, n my dad oso bought me a sunglasses...it's pretty cool (DK brand)...haha...
Im sitting in front of de computer there dunno wat 2 do juz ON~~~~9 only, n i didnt really wanna play on9 games...too nyiak 4 me 2 play tis childish entertainment...yeppie...I cant wait 2 buy a PlayStation™3 n a SONY BRAVIA™ 37" LCD SCREEN TV...haha...imagine only la...no money liao~~~ T_T
CIAO, baby!!!
How do i 4get? Very easy...juz do ur own things...play ur own PSP like gone crazy...and on9 till sleepy den nothing liao...tat kinda stuff is too sohai la...
Alright...back 2 de topic...I'm having my holidayzzzzz now...which means im now having a silly-dilly dayzzzz again...nothing 2 do wat...juz play around wif ur favourite console (PSP, PS2, even de oldest PS oso play, haiya...mou diu la...), life's been is simple, wat else u wanna hav? Caused many troubles n wan u 2 solve it in ONE-BY-ONE, ha!! pissed off la...
Im not quite free, though...coz i still hav campsss 2 attend including 4 2morow's "Photography Society's Shooting Pictures in Melaka"...haih...cant wait bcoz all my dummy-funny frenzz r there...so im looking 4ward 2 it...
2day we went shopping in SCP (aka south city plaza), wow man...my sis bought herself two new bagzz n my mom got one bag n one purse...she was hoping tat de MONEY~~~ will come 2 her bag...fa choi la means...they oso bought some clothes, too...As for me...I bought my own things 4 2morow's camp, n my dad oso bought me a sunglasses...it's pretty cool (DK brand)...haha...
Im sitting in front of de computer there dunno wat 2 do juz ON~~~~9 only, n i didnt really wanna play on9 games...too nyiak 4 me 2 play tis childish entertainment...yeppie...I cant wait 2 buy a PlayStation™3 n a SONY BRAVIA™ 37" LCD SCREEN TV...haha...imagine only la...no money liao~~~ T_T
CIAO, baby!!!
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
What a damn day I had...Oh NOES!!
Man...I was REALLY~~~~had a very down day bcoz SOMEONE had SPLIT out my own personal secret, oh my god...ah dong...wat happened 2 u...u shudn't b like tat...
He said tat he was chatting witf his friends while there's no teacher went in 2 their class, he said he chatted about who who and who who sumting like tat la...and den he "KICK" out my things out n junxian knew wat he was talking...I thought ah dong wud never told him but he kept asking like a freakin' guy, den he blew out de contents...
OH NOES!!! Wat am i gonna do...wat if she knows about tis...i was trying not 2 take any action or even a talk on her but IF THIS NEWS BLOWS AWAY AROUND THE PPL IN THEIR CLASS or OTHER PPL, I'm gonna be really~~~~~~~~~ TROUBLE oredi...
Geez...
I'm just having a perfect resting+waiting 4 de results, den suddenly came out tis stupid things...arrggghh...am i stupid enuff tat i TOLD him about tis...
I'm still worrying about it how it GOES to this things, i just hope im NOT getting ANY~~~ trouble...
If she finds out, OH NOES!!!!
God, save me, man...
I mean iT~!!!
Currently listening to:
Can't help but wait - Treyz Songs ft. Plies
I'll Be Waiting - Lenny Kravitz (From L: Change the World)
Low - Flo Rida ft. T-Pain
He said tat he was chatting witf his friends while there's no teacher went in 2 their class, he said he chatted about who who and who who sumting like tat la...and den he "KICK" out my things out n junxian knew wat he was talking...I thought ah dong wud never told him but he kept asking like a freakin' guy, den he blew out de contents...
OH NOES!!! Wat am i gonna do...wat if she knows about tis...i was trying not 2 take any action or even a talk on her but IF THIS NEWS BLOWS AWAY AROUND THE PPL IN THEIR CLASS or OTHER PPL, I'm gonna be really~~~~~~~~~ TROUBLE oredi...
Geez...
I'm just having a perfect resting+waiting 4 de results, den suddenly came out tis stupid things...arrggghh...am i stupid enuff tat i TOLD him about tis...
I'm still worrying about it how it GOES to this things, i just hope im NOT getting ANY~~~ trouble...
If she finds out, OH NOES!!!!
God, save me, man...
I mean iT~!!!
Currently listening to:
Can't help but wait - Treyz Songs ft. Plies
I'll Be Waiting - Lenny Kravitz (From L: Change the World)
Low - Flo Rida ft. T-Pain
Monday, May 19, 2008
Exams finally finished...what a boring days...AGAIN~~
Man...This sessions of examinations made me feel insane...
I dun really know wat am i doing all the time during exam, but only memorize n write it down...tat's it...
After 7 days of tough days, finally can relax a bit, while im still waiting for my results...
It doesn't changed much everytime i finished my exam, only play, go out, watch movie, sms, like tis n like tat...haiya...dun care la...
4 days left to start the holidays but im a little busy tat time, i hav 10 days of camp tat nids 2 attend...man, wat a tiring events but it's fun, im sure for it...
By de way, during these days of resting, Im...thinking of someone...someone that I like...juz...cant let go of her...
In school, I oways walk thru her class n not quite wanna look at her juz im shy ma...n my face blushed oso dunno, tat time my frenz asked me y my face so red den i straight away said : IT's HOT ONLY LA....!!
I cant lie myself, though...even witf ONE hello oso cant say it out...man...it's COMPLICATED, lol~~~~~
Anyway...c how it goes la...
Wat it comes, will come...doesnt hav 2 b force sumtings u really wan it come...
haha...dunno wat am i talking about...
im talking crap...
yahahahaha~~~~~~~~
I dun really know wat am i doing all the time during exam, but only memorize n write it down...tat's it...
After 7 days of tough days, finally can relax a bit, while im still waiting for my results...
It doesn't changed much everytime i finished my exam, only play, go out, watch movie, sms, like tis n like tat...haiya...dun care la...
4 days left to start the holidays but im a little busy tat time, i hav 10 days of camp tat nids 2 attend...man, wat a tiring events but it's fun, im sure for it...
By de way, during these days of resting, Im...thinking of someone...someone that I like...juz...cant let go of her...
In school, I oways walk thru her class n not quite wanna look at her juz im shy ma...n my face blushed oso dunno, tat time my frenz asked me y my face so red den i straight away said : IT's HOT ONLY LA....!!
I cant lie myself, though...even witf ONE hello oso cant say it out...man...it's COMPLICATED, lol~~~~~
Anyway...c how it goes la...
Wat it comes, will come...doesnt hav 2 b force sumtings u really wan it come...
haha...dunno wat am i talking about...
im talking crap...
yahahahaha~~~~~~~~
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