Quiet night...

The 331th Day

It is quiet night...in my area here...
but still a bit worried about the area's situation, though...
sitting in my room and typing this blog entry,
combine with a beautiful, soft, and quiet night...
feels good about it...

Right these moments ahead,
everyone's having their Graduation Trip now,
as for us,
will have to wait till December 19th, at 10.30pm...
Hmph...kinda boring these days at home...
not gonna find some jobs to do, though...
'cause I need to attend that trip if I work only a few weeks...
no salaries for that, you know?

The intake will be in January 4th,
guess it is a hurry one, though...
but the early intake you register,
the earlier semesters finished...
and I'll make my wise choice...to decide it...very...carefully...!

Why?
Because I CARE about my future plannings!! ^^

Extra: Memories beyond...(GRADUATION NIGHT 2009)











And that is all...for the night...! =)

Emptyness...

The 325th Day

It's all...over...
I've never felt this before...
it's empty...very empty...
we never gonna back like the times we have...
this is the time when we separate now...
to start a new journey...that leads to our new University lifestyles...

Tsun Jin,
even though we thought its bad,
but we realized...that it wasn't so bad at all, actually...
We play, we fool, we break the rules...
they just have their patience on us every time...
and we didn't actually noticed it...

I'm proud that I'm in TJ,
so do they, too...
By the day we graduated,
we were told that we still have our own destiny...
to walk on...to continue where it stops...

Does this mean it ends here after the graduation?
No...
This...is just the beginning of the end...!

Fly high, fellas...!
The future awaits...!

This is it...The Graduation Ceremony & Graduation Night...!

The 323th Day

Time has finally come for the very last moment,
this is the last one...to wear my school uniform...
this is the last time...to gather around again with our friends...
this is the last moment...to cherish for what we had been through...
Everything...will be the LAST and FINAL...!

Time sure zapping fast, though...
Although we really not wanna walk out that school so much,
we have to do it 'cause we already graduated...
and yet we still wanna be with school for more...

No more school life,
but a new University life,
or maybe College life...
Whether the two of them are chosen as ONE in our life,
then we have to keep movin' on without any hesitations...

The show will begin tomorrow,
and tomorrow...will be our last gathering...
and will also be written down with the last few words...
after the FANTASY night is over...!

Sadness...and waiting for a FANTASY night!

The 318th Day

Today...was the last day in school,
and we'll never...enjoy the lessons again...
we'll be movin' into a new University lifestyles...after all has ended...

Time passed by extremely fast...
I wish I could have more time at school...
but it won't stopped...

Tsun Jin High School,
is a school where we used to stay as 2nd home,
everything's changed...including the modification...
New school hall,
new courts,
new multimedia systems...and so on,
all these innovating tools,
was a pity...that we couldn't use or experience it much...

7 years in TJ for me,
nothing's left...but still leaving a small space to fill in,
will I be able to get a relationship...?
The last chance will fall in "Graduation Night"...
This is it......the final chapter awaits...
leave NO REGRETS!!

See you all in the FANTASY night
and our shows ends on 20/11/2009!

The Graduation...Nears...

The 317th Day

There's only ONE...day...left,
everything will put an end in this secondary school life,
and I've managed to complete my own things...
all of them are nearly in the finish line...

What are we gonna plan to do after all has over?
What's more important out there?
Social life...is not as simple...as you think...
It could be happiness...it could be horrible...
The world is like this...
It's reality...

Final chapter will be finished writing off,
and all will begin with a new chapter in a new lifestyle,
so let's just...stay down there...a little bit more...
'cause we really...missed the time when we were together before...

It's time...
Let's go...to the Final Chapter...of TJ's Diary lifestyles!

P/S: I'm on it..."She" has a reply now...and I'm gonna take it slowly...^^

Is this the END?

The 314th Day

5 days more...
The final chapter will be written down...
and soon we will be seperated in different paths...
different lfestyles...
different...realities...

Actually,
I have somethin'...that I haven't complete with...
Is there...a way on how...can I have 'her'?
Is there anything...that I can do?
Say sorry as the first thing?
Start a topic as the first thing?
No...none of them...is the proper way for me...
Maybe because I'm a coward...to face 'her'...

3 years I've known her...
and now 'she' just left me with so many questions,
on Why, What, and How...
I wanna ask: 'Are you still...mad about me?'

Girls are always a complicated human,
A boy wants to know the girl so much,
but he couldn't step out just because he feels scare...
and in the end,
the boy's regret left behind...and told himself that:
"Actually...I should have done that earlier before...not the last minute..."

Now,
Am I gonna say "Oh No...is this the end?"
I hope one of these days,
whether succeed or not,
at the very least...I should give it a try...
and you'll never know...if you don't give it a try...
Who knows...if it comes true to you...?

Hmph...

It's all over...

The 300th Day

Trial...UEC...everything...is over now...
Now we're in resting mode,
but once we head back to school again,
what's our next plan?
And I know ONE thing for sure:
There's still some things left behind,
waiting for us to complete before we graduated...

Today is the 300th day in my life,
pretty coincidence to have this day,
and today...is the finishing day of our entire exams in school,
finally...ended with joy and relaxation...

Take a break,
have a tea,
waiting...for the RIGHT moment comes...before I graduated...
hopefully~
^^

The FINALs...are waiting for us!

The 243th Day

National Day today,
although didn't have much celebration,
still we've got only things to do...

Now,
as waiting for tomorrow to come,
our remaining tasks awaits us to complete,
and final two examinations...are about to give it a shot!
Never know what could it be,
never even think about it much,
but all we have to do,
is have FAITH on ourselves......

Tomorrow will be a day to get started if you're not yet prepared,
chase it back while still can,
don't bother it anymore,
because in these 2 months,
we're in these events together......

There's no turning back now,
May the success...and blessing be with you all...
Good luck & all the best~!

P/S: The blog will be HOLD from September 1st till October 27th!

Complicated

The 241th Day

There are many complicated in the world,
but for people,
when complicated things caught up on them,
they would just drown into troubled...stress...annoyed...
To me,
I guess the word "COMPLICATED",
really does affect me much in my lifestyles...

What about you guys?
Does complicated stuffs annoyed you all as well?
Or is it that you still don't get the reason why?

Complicated, huh?
That was really a damn one...*hmph*

Hesitation

The 240th Day

A week of holiday almost finished,
but still...I haven't started anything yet except Maths,
because I had tuition this week of 3 days,
I absent today because I've got some private matter with my parents,
gone out early in the morning of 7am...

I'm still in hesitation,
on getting prepared for the rest of exams,
not even a touch for the books...homework...
none of them...
but holding those unnecessary stuffs......
Games...MSN...Facebook...PSP...

Tonight gonna have dinner with my parents & relatives,
although a bit tired but still need to attend,
because we're family...family is important at first...

I'm not looking forward on what's gonna have after school's open again,
and I'm not gonna make it through...if I still be the way I am...

To start it or not...
Chances are already given to you...
Appreciate it or not...
It's up to us now...
and...ME...as well...!

Questions :: Lies :: Lost

The 236th Day

I was wondering myself:
I have damn lots and lots of QUESTIONS,
twisting in my mind...

1st: What exactly purpose you made as you decided to stay & continue Senior 3 studies in 2nd-dary school?
2nd: Why are you waste too much money in that school if you knew the fees already risen?
3rd: What is your future?
4th: How are you gonna accomplish your targets?
5th: Why are you so stubborn for if that girl doesn't worth for you to be with?
6th: What are dragging or waiting for?
7th: Do you know the time is running now?
8th: Why are you so irritating to your own?
9th: When will you gonna be study in University?
10th: Where are you going? Are you running away because you can't even face it?
11th: What's wrong with you recently? Why are you feeling so down? Can't you just smile?

12th...13th...14th...and many...many...questions more...
But the answers......didn't actually came out...

I was hiding at the corner...running away...can't even face it...
Yeah...right...I'm a Selfish guy...
doesn't even wanna spit it out but keep it in my heart forever......
Selfish, huh...
Maybe I really am...selfish...alone...
my smile...is fading away......didn't smile once since today...


Instead of hoildays right now,
I don't even get myself started for the revision,
but staring at the computer without anything important in there...
I'm losing my concentrations,
that's why I always said that I'm not in a mood of studying...

Maybe I'm just lying to myself,
not only once but many many times I've lied myself,
to study hard...to get real...to get prepared...
All of them...are LIES to me!

3 weeks to go...
exam's coming...
I'm definitely LOST right now...
Where to start then?
I'm a Bastard......really a DAMN one!!

The Trial...is getting closer...and closer...

The 234th Day

What do we have to expect?
The trial UEC examinations are getting closer,
and it will be our Senior 3's final examinations in school,
(Note: Not include the real UEC exams)

Holiday is sure is holiday,
we've got only 3 weeks...
these holidays for us are not playing around,
but to get study and work up your stuff...
Well actually I'm not into that situation yet...
because I'm not ready......

I'm nervousing...worrying...hesitating...
still keeping imagining things in the future...
Exams haven't come but only think about graduation stuff...
What the hell am I doin' right now?
I'm so dumb, man......

Arggh...
Hope not fail on them this time...
Hope...hope...hope...
Gimme a break, man~~~
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Need More Ideas to Design a SHIRT...

The 231th Day


I've been searched all around the website,
for some creative design to my SHIRT design...
I found some images that can be drew up,
but still pending on it...


I need some kind of...technology styles,
Gravities...pictures...and so on...
Hmm...I guess I wanna 'FENRIR' (a.k.a WOLF),
Fenrir symbolized a Wolf...
A quiet...lonely...and cool wolf...
Maybe it will work on my design...


If you guys have the ideas,
let me know,
i wanna hear it~
Thanks a lot~ ^^



P/S: This is my 1st Shoes Design (2009).

End of Co-Curriculum Activities...

The 230th Day

I guess it really ended quite fast...
the co-curriculum has already finished in a crowded scene...
and guess what...
I think it's time to move on...

4 weeks before the 2nd semester final exams,
10 weeks before the UEC exams,
13 weeks before we graduate...
All these timeless & restless events,
should be well-prepared before we movin' on to the next stage...

So missed my society...
I juz can't let go of my eyes to see that society again...
Goodbye...Photography Society...
Hope we meet again next time...^^

Always feel tired on Sunday...

The 229th Day

Recently I've been working on Sundays for my dad in my dad's office...
kinda tired n stressful...
Although it always meet up with my tuition class,
I have to skip with no other choices...
but somehow I managed to handle it well...

If you guys see me online,
actually i was "curi-curi" online only...
I scare my dad will scold me being playing computer without concentrating on doing work,
well, i ignore it...

Anyway,
holiday sure no working,
bcoz i wanna rest onli,
humans need rest oso...
dun overwork...

Ok then...Gotta run!
Cya!

Back in ACTION

I'm using back the blogspot,
stay tuned for new blog spot,
and i'm gonna make as active as possible!

Hope you guys stop by on my blogspot!

^^

TEMPORARILY RESITE (TILL THE END OF THE YEAR 2009)

THIS BLOG WILL BE TEMPORARILY MOVED TO MSN SPACES.

CHECK OUT MY BLOG ENTRIES IN MY MSN SPACES.
(NOTE: IT'S ALREADY GIVEN THE HTTP SITE ADDRESS ON MY MSN DISPLAY MESSAGES, FOR THOSE WHO HAVE MY MSN.)

SEE YOU THERE!

A Sudden Tragedy

I was on the way to my class with good mood,
but when it comes to an announcement,
it was a sudden tragedy......

One of our friends in our class,
her little brother, who is J3I student,
had an accident...a terrible one......
As I know that,
it was happened yesterday morning, i think...
The car's speed was really fast,
and crushed him......not only that,
the driver didn't stopped but ran away..........(DAMN!!)
Luckily there's a kind person fetched him to the hospital,
and get treated immediately......
(That's what I've heard......please forgive me if I said wrong......)

I thought he's gonna be OK during the first announcement,
but when it comes to 2nd announcement,
the feeling's stopped......fading...into sadness...

He's gone......
He left the world with lots of things behind......

I can't say more......I felt sorry for him..................
I can't hold this feelin' off......it's....it's.............just sad....

Rest in peace.........明泽...
Although we didn't know each other,
or we just walked by the streets and met before,
at the very least......I knew that you...are her little brother.........

Boring...

Everyday stopped for moment...
Yeah, I know...it's boring...
Life's complicated...
I wanna make things better...
But can't I??

I'm outta here......

Redirecting...

It was really kinda hardest days for the quarantined,
unlike other school that not very serious,
but our school already in 14 cases that much......

It will be a start again...
Start it all over again...
To rebuild the peace for the school,
we don't have to be panic if we knew how to control A(H1N1)...
Right?

This will be another challenge,
another determination,
and we, all of us,
must get prepared very well,
to ensure everything's gonna be OK~

Still,
"They" are redirecting some location,
aiming a target......
Soon it will be...........

7 days of being "QUARANTINED" at home (2nd day)...

Since yesterday,
the school has become the top news in newspaper,
whether is SinChew, ChinaPress, or whatever...
it makes me feel kinda like: "Damn...this is bad..."

Today is the 2nd day at home,
although we can't go out anywhere,
all I could do is Online...check Facebook...Blogging,
of course some revisions at home...

Couldn't think about that much,
now my sore throat is recovered,
but still need to be caution......
Hrrrr...what to do....=.=

Cya!

I'm back~in~here~

How long that I've ever "TOUCHED" this blogspot this year?

So many things happened around in these 6 months,
and for the serious matter -- AH1N1,
is spreading all over the entire world...

I will try my best to update my blogspot as much as I can,
because right now i currently blogging in my MSN Spaces,
feel free to check it out,
and listen some musics as well...!

Gotta run!
Cya!

Begin....

Phew....
Long time din "grab" tis blog since i got another one in MSN,
2009 is ON now,
mayb i shud 2 take a ride 2 explore something tat i really wan it,
it's gud 2 check it out, though....

Btw,
in these days of de CREEPY weather makes me feel sick of it,
damn hot, damn spicy-hot, damn lava-spicy-hot,
arrghhhhh.....

2009,
THE WORLD THAT NEVER WAS,
is about 2 begin a new road 2 develop new stuff 2 show us how "strong" dey r...
hahahahaha....
funny~~~

See ya~~~