Thinking about going back...to reunite again...

Mayb I was wrong, tat all de time i've complaining about my class, actually, i think i shud stop doin' tis coz it still is ur class, wat u're in now...i shudn't juz thinking about de bad ways of dem...I was wrong...wrong, at, all!!

I've been thinking about going back 2 their side, 2 do things 2gether, work 2gether, we do as a teamwork TEAM...I think my class nid more teamwork, really nid it very much, coz wat if we all in de S3 lvl? Still getting urself dragging around there? Come on, guys! I know u all can do it...I know it...

I oways been very expecting u guys 2 do a better things, 2 show dem wat we've got, not only us, even if we reach in S3 lvl, we nid 2 join all de S3 classes 2 do things, teamwork...

I can understand tat u're now in S2 was much harder 2 get thru de time, but lessons u shud b in, not waiting till de last minute u gonna get prepared...look, after 2 weeks it will b a holiday, n after holiday, we nid 2 rush de lessons wif teachers coz we hav 2 finish all de courses b4 de FINAL SEMESTER examination starts! Guys, tis is not funny at all, n u all still being like in a playground there playing around without noticing any troubles...!

Even though we're able 2 make it thru, but tat doesnt mean we can still be happy 4 2 months more, right now, it's omost AUGUST, time is running out n it doesnt wait ANYBODY, i juz hope u all understand y I've been complaining about those stupid nonsense...coz everything, every unnecessary things, I juz dun wanna get involved wif those creepy troubles coz i only a "RE-STUDY STUDENTS" in ur class onli...I dun care about u hate me, i dun care about wat u guys talked about those stupid nonsense on me, I JUZ DUN CARE ABOUT IT!! Juz proof 2 me tat u guys CAN DO IT, so tat I can come back n join u'all...

I'm really sorry for wat i've been complaining...but pls, if u wan me 2 RESPECT u, den u hav 2 RESPECT me 1st!

P/S: Pls get rid of ur "childish-thoughts" away, tat's not even funny at all!

Haizz...
Finally said it out...
Gambateh, S2C5(2008)!!
I'll be waiting for ur TEAMWORK in de future!!
Promise me tat u'll do it!! U must!!
=D

ahh...feel a little bit better...+ sumting happen in my class

Ok~~~now...it's getting better oredi...yesterday i caught a fever wif 36.99Celsius...wow...tat's a bit heat for me...haha...
Well, juz now i had a rush wif my work so i sleep late 4 2nite...but still i nid 2 get some rest coz i ate my medicine 4 hours ago...
Not much things to do but to update my blog everytime i opened my computer...n I dunno wat shud I write...
Anyway, there's a really strange things happen in my school, n it's my class...well, there's no nid 2 tell, it's de stealing money again...
Well, i dun wanna talk about it, coz tis shudn't b split out! I've 2 kept promise 2 dem tat i've 2 keep quiet! So dun ask...if u wanna know, i'll think about talking it...ONLY TRUSTED PERSON!!
Anyway, i feel a little happy, though...and im playing my PSP now...man...wat a boring game i've played 4 N-times oredi...LOL~~~~

cya!!

- HEATH LEDGER Rest.In.Peace -


- THE DARK KNIGHT ROCKS!!!! -

We love u, and we will cherish u...goodbye!

sick...

arggh...a sore throat illness again...i really hate it...it was started frm yesterday...man, totally painful...i cant handle so i asked my mom 2 fetch me 2 c a doctor...oh my god...antibiotics again...
Actually I didnt ate it...i juz ate tat "used 2 chew-medicine" in order 2 get rid of my throat painless...juz OUCH, when i swallowed my saliva...haizz...
Well, im a bit weak since i caught tis sickness...during de school times, i was thinking aboyt goin' back home early 2 take a rest...but it's oredi oways goin' 2 school's off soon, so i decided 2 hold on 4 a little more longer...well, wat i meant was, juz dun wanna go back home so early coz i still wanna watch over her...haha!

By de way, THE DARK KNIGHT was damn-great movie, althought de great actor, HEATH LEDGER had passed away, but his spirits will oways b our heart...I thank you, Mr. Heath Ledger, u hav brought us a great movie, great act, n now de result for tis movie is 1 BILLON 5,841 MILLION US DOLLARS, wat a gigantic money results dey hav...gud movie, and it's really~~~nervousing!

Somehow, Im still not quite well 2day, when i came bk home frm school about 3.30pm sumting, i felt my whole body was getting weak n not much energy 2 walk...man...tis is much serious I've ever had...so after taking bath for about an hour later, i straight away lied down on my bed n take a nap, 2 get some rest in order 2 b well faster...

Well, hope it'll will be well soon...mayb...hmph!!
HACHIYUUUOO~~~!!
OMG~~here I go again...
T_T

X-FILES: I WANT TO BELIEVE (2008)

10 years after de 1st X-FILES movie was released,
and now,
dey r back in action!!

-IN THEATRES 07.24.08-

alone...again...

Really feel kinda lonely...during my repeating session...arggh...headache comes...sleepy comes...juz everything comes!! Wat happened 2 me anyway?? Am i really a piece of SHIT in tat class? Or juz a little damn-shit doggy try'na follow wat dey said 2 do so...ha!! I dun think so...
I dun wanna care about wat kind bull-shit dey throw on me...I dun wanna care about wat dey complaining to...I JUZ DUN CARE ABOUT THOSE F****ING NONSENSE!!! Man...I really got stressful days if I continue 2 face dem, but no choice, same class is still same class, no escape, man!!
Ya...I was gonna do it soon...but i promise i wont do tat for ONE person, de person tat i care de most...so i decided 2 let it go...keep it de same way...make it thru...smoothly...and, OK...I'm done wif it...Geezzzz....!
No one knows wat im thinking...no one knows wat's gonna happened on me...no one...juz...nobody knows tat, but UNLESS, i share my own feelings 2 my most trustworthy person...and tat shud do it...
I really cant joined those CHILDISH ppl, their thoughts r too simple n childish, except those who talked about de NORMAL thing...mayb it was too stupid tat i stayed there...lied down there, slept there...wat for? If dey wan 2, juz bring it on...im not afraid of it, coz i didnt do anything, i only do wat i suppose 2 do...tat's my own rules...! Wat? U think u're in de world wif no rules? Talk shits n rubbing de f***ing shoes 2 show tat u r PRO enuff...4get about it...u're not de only one who can praise urself as a GENIUS, my frenz...time 2 wake up now...u're not in de children's world, u're adult now, cant u all juz enlarge ur thoughts 2 think about ur future? Wat a f***ing ppl i've ever seen...
Anyway, 2morow's monday, back again...2 my class, haizz...here we go again...~~~

P/S: THE DARK KNIGHT -- I've watched oredi!! I'll gave tat movie for 8.2 per 10 marks.
1ST, de storyline is OK; 2ND, those characters, especially de JOKER, acted really~~~real like in our reality world, but unfortunately he died juz after de filmaking was done, his name is Heath Ledger...; 3RD, it was really nervousing, exciting. Overall, it's medium-high perfect for tis time story.

SPORTS DAY - 18/7/2008 - RAINY / SUNNY[FiNaL Day]

Early de morning, when i got there, i changed my clothes, into de orange colour sports clothes...although it's too dark around de area, but as I turned around de looked far opposite, which means de place of de class flag decorations, saw one of corner-side had dropped, i think it was de line had broken...
Then, i walked there, feel de wind, oh, i 4got one thing, I arrived after 15 minutes, it rained heavily for around an hour....it was a bit cold down there, n I oso 4got 2 bring de jacket...haizz
When i got there, nothing but 2 released off de line in order 2 re-put it up again...i had took about 30 minutes 2 do tat, but it can't b helped, i was not enuff energy 2 do it, even pulling de "nelon" line, it's really painful, n my hands left out some injured scar...I can't helped dem out...mayb i was really useless...stupid...juz bcoz of tis problem, making me acting like a NOBODY around their eyes...one word for all...>USELESS<...
2day was de most cherished...most interesting n unforgetable memories in tis sports day, even though im not in senior 3 wif dem, 2gether dey play, 2gether dey teamed, 2gether...dey shared de most, i felt a little...down...cant get into dem...cant get thru...but, as a same grade, we both help each other, 2 shout out, n support those who need de most...
Next was my Senior 2, well, u can say tat we actually didnt quite get along but at least de teamwork was still there, we joined other classes 2 gave support 2 de teachers n students when it omost coming 2 de end of sports --- 2x800 run! WOW, really gud for tis time, more excitement, more fun, more joy!
Well, after a long "trip" in Bdr. Tun Razak of SBSKL, n oso after marked de attendance, i rushed away 2 S3C4, n joined dem for de last time, we took pictures, we fly up wif joy, n we left de unforgetable mark in these 3 days of sports day...!
As I ready 2 walked out de entrance, walked thru all de way road 2 get 2 my mom's car, i passed-by de 2nd bus-stop [near de traffic lights], saw her standing there, chatting wif her little sister n little brother, n i...oso saw her red-tomato face around her cheeks, n i know, tat she's been standing down below de stage 4 de closing ceremony 4 quite long...n tat time was very sunny, too...well, mayb it has 2 take more time...n if kept repeating tis thing, im really gonna get crazy...!

The Sports Day's over...wat done is done, glad tat u all happy...these 3 days i've been all alone in my class, din actually joined their fun...coz i dun wanna hear any nonsense frm dem if i am there...it's too annoying...
I wonder wat she's doin' right now... ...

See you next year, SBSKL!
May ur blessing b wif us!

-END-

SPORTS DAY - 17/7/2008 - CLOUDY & SUNNY

Same thing goes on...woke up early in de morning...and this...is de second day...of SPORTS DAY.
2day was a bit rough...de road blocked again...luckily it wasn't too stuck bcoz it's very~~~~damn early...i heard dey had been spotting check around 27hrs...haizz...another "battle"...anyway, i reached around 5.45am...
Checking my bagpack...checking my hair...fingernails...after all these, i get in there n rushed up 2 my class seats...lied down there n slept...for onli 30 minutes...woke up back, still darker...boring...took out my society's camera out n play for a while...taking cool pictures like de blue sky, panning, car chasing...haha...tat shud get rid of de bored stuff in my head...!
2day was a little bit exciting...coz every sports competition were in de FINALs, wow man...tat was really cool...but too bad we didnt get any GOLD but 2nd n 3rd shud b ok...at least we brought out a result...
Later on, i was servicing de work wif my society ---- taking photograph...in de morning i've used about 4 hrs time 2 catch it...and den in de afternoon of 2 hrs, all together, i onli caught up about 112 pictures onli...guess i dunno wat 2 catch but I got some perfect on it, though.
2nd day...so fast to b over...and she...got her things and services 2 do...so as me...well, same thing, watched at her wherever she was...but onli a slight look, though...coz i was shy...ha...mayb...
Everything goes very smoothly...nothing happened at all...but de worst thing was...my frenz n I hav 2 walk all~~~~ de way round, 2 find de LRT station and go back home...about an hour time...wat de f***, man...really far away frm STADIUM BOLA SEPAK KUALA LUMPUR (SBSKL)...haizz...hope it's dun hav another one happened on us...man...damn tired...
GTG 2 sleep now...n 2morow, is de last day of SPORTS DAY, well...it's really a fast end days i oways hav, but tis time is even more faster than I expected...hope 2morow will go slowly...

"Take care of urself...ok? Coz I really concern...n care about u...but i still dunno...how 2 comunnicate wif u...but onli SMS...it's fine...we both still nid some time...I dun wanna bother u wif those unnecessary things, coz u hav an important exam 2 do...so keep up de gud work...and...dun push urself too much...health is more important than others...Good night! Hope 2morow will hav a MIRACLE...appears between u...n me!"

=)
Bye guys!
Until here den!

SPORTS DAY - 16/7/2008 - RAIN & SUNNY

Woke up at 4.35am, wow, damn early...no choice but hav 2 wake up coz my fren's dad fetch me n dem go 2 STADIUM BOLA SEPAK, for de sports day...
Reached there around 5.30am...a lot of prefects gathered around 2 listen for wat their captain hav 2 said...30 minutes later, after taking a short checking, i straight away go 2 my class place seat 2 sit down...but unfortunately, it's LOCKED!!
After i found a way 2 sneak into my place, i was hanging around for quite long and picked up my MP3 WALKMAN PLAYER for listening some cool songs...
Later on, de crowded was back in old-fashioned ways, but tis time was a little bit stucking coz de space was not quite gud as I expected...my frenz(S3C4), I love~~~ to joined dem much coz dey all really had a change in their teamwork, as for my class, haizz...well, it was...not bad!
Early in the morning I felt it was a bit cold out there, n i thought it was gonna rain coz i felt tis cold weather was really much like raining...and i was right, it rained after about 3 hours since I've been there. The wind blown strongly, touched my skin just like slapping on it, it was cool n nice, I love rain...very much!
The 1st day for our sports day was really entertaining, every competition was really brought us into a high-level n excitements, we cheer at dem, we shouted at dem, we roared at dem...tat's de spirit of having a sports time!
The place where she sat, was really near, juz beside de net and beside other class only, all I can do was sat down there, looked at her, de only I really missed out was, I forgot tat she had a 200M-running competition, I heard de noise but when my head up, it was finished...how can i missed tis precious chance...well, no more oredi...wat else can u do...She was...really brave down there...she really was...haha, and she's cute when her cheeks turned red like tomato...haha!
De event had delayed 4 an hour, means 4.30pm is 2 b going home...but it was 5pm 2 let us go...but, never mind, though, coz de important thing is, competition!
When I got home, i quickly unpack my things, washed up my clothes, took a gud bath, charging my MP3 player...and I'm writing tis blog, coz it's been a long time I didnt touch tis thing...
Remaining 2 days of SPORTS DAY, hope de fun will bring it to me as a Great Memories!
Bye now!

P/S: I still got a feeling tat I cant even do it...wat am i doin' anyway??

missed out... ...everything...

Something's juz not quite right at all...mayb it's oredi reserved in every kind of activities, so I guess I shud juz let it go...
The same thing happened today...
I was about going 2 my school 2 draw n create a new CLASS FLAG, it was about 9am++, and i was driving my mom's car, very unfortunately tat today early in the morning, the halfway of KL-Seremban had BLOCKED de road 2 check whether there's any intruders 2 sneak in 2 de Government's meeting...I was a little stunned but too drive back home n decided 2 go there later...
3 hrs later, i was taking a break wif my old-buddies in de somewat kopitiam near my hse, it was 12noon, and i really gonna move out...my dad told me 2 use another route 2 go 2 my school, so i do it...but...damn tat stupid-dupid police had blocked until now still havent finished it, and i can barely reach 2 my school...
I felt shocked tat one mof my fren told me tat dey had oredi there since 7.30am...wow~~tat's really early, dey din tell me n i missed it out...
But luckily it was oredi painting de picture, and i can do is take more pictures n help dem out, bcoz it's oredi LAST YEAR in tis school, i juz wanna be wif dem again...
About 2pm, we gone 2 ate our lunch after 4 de exhausting painting work, it took about an hour rest, and later we continue it as quick as dey can.
5.25pm...it omost done, suddenly, my dad called, said tat we nid 2 go 2 my relative's dinner, and i had 2 go back home immediately...but somehow, i din got de final pictures yet, still nid 2 go...I felt a bit sad n disappointed, y cant I hav tis precious chance 2 do de final strike...? So, i left my camera 2 dem, and i trusted dem...hope dey can get more pictures than i get juz now...
I juz finished my dinner, wif my relatives...and im still a bit missed out...on everything tat I must hav it done...
It was really a stubborn day 4 me, and de time arrangement was really rushed...y is it hav 2 b today...? If not today, everything will be changed into a happy mood n happy day...but now, i din smile at all, not even a gud-looking face...really...in a no mood...

Juz...missed out... ... ...juz... EVERYTHING!!!!

annoying...

Wow...cant believe it's oredi in JULY, and i didnt posted any post last month...now, new courses...new challenges...new beginning, and thus, I can barely accept myself in tis CLASS...
U know sumting tat i oways wanna say it loud bcoz tis year of my school life, and it's oredi in de 2ND STAGE (means 2nd semester larr), i found tat it's way too damn ANNOYING...n felt disappointed on it...
Why? Hmph!! I tell it, there's a lot of F***ING-MINDED ppl around there talking too much nonsense, y dey oways care about wat other ppl's doing? Didnt even care about demselves?? Dey juz stupidly talking all de nonsense n think tat others didnt heard it, well, it came 2 me too, i heard it but dey dun really care about other ppl's feeling, think tat dey r so PRO, so "YENG", "LCLY" there...wat for?
Sometimes i wanna help dem out, dey refused it in a f***ing face 2 me...waaa, man...i was try'na help, is tat really a hard thing 2 do? WHAT A STRANGE PEOPLE I'VE EVER SEEN, BASTARD!!!
I dun really get along wif tis class, only a few tat can used 2 b friendly for me, Why? Bcoz my class, no, i think i shud say THEIR "AWESOME" CLASS, hav different groups of GANG-BANG there, u follow me, i follow u, their shoutout is like tis...
Come on, i'll do wat i've 2 do, but pls dun make me being upset n face up 2 u guys like f***ing-shit guy here, n PLS DUN SPLIT UNNECESSARY THINGS if u dunno wat had happened, so SHUT UR F***ING-BLOODY-SHIT mouth n do ur own things!!

Being like tis I really dun like tis at all...wat for shud I stay in tat class 2 study, being bullied by dem again and again...? Dey juz make me like a DAMN-CHEAP guy in de corner n try'na test me n get away frm me...wat!!? Am I DOG around there, letting u guys "SHIU SHIU" me a while n throw out a BONE n let me come bk again...!? I'm NOT ur BAIT, bastard!!
Im not interested wif ur BULL-SHIT, so GET THE F***ING OUT OF THE WAY, or u'll really gonna PISSED ME OFF!!
And I had enuff wif it, I only do wat i've 2 do, I only study wat I've 2 STUDY!!

Im way too MAD wif it coz i cant really hold it n stand it like tis...I nid 2 c a CHANGE, but it's not really wat I've EXPECTED...it's been half of de year, r u guys really wanna do tis 2 me? Making suffer again? Actually I only get along wif other classes of frenzz...juz bcoz tis, makes me feel tat Im not really alone at all...

WAKE UP, GUYS!!! U're NOT SLEEPING oredi!!! SO GET UP!!! AND CHANGE IT OFF!!!