Kiss Me Good-Bye - Angela Aki (featured in FINAL FANTASY XII)

(Above is Japanese Version, Below is English Version)

You say my love is all you need, to see you through
But I know these words are not quite true

Here is the path you're looking for, an open door
Leading to worlds you long to explore

Go, if you must move on alone
I'm gonna make it on my own

Kiss me good-bye, love's memory
Follow your heart and find your destiny
Won't she'd a tear, for love's mortality
For you put the dream in my reality

As time goes by I know you'll see this of me:
I loved you enough to let you go free

Go, I will give you wings to fly
Cast all your fears into the sky

Kiss me good-bye, love's mystery
All of my life I'll hold you close to me
Won't she'd a tear for love's mortality
For you put the dream in my reality

Kiss me good-bye, love's memory
You put the dream in my reality

So much...sadness...

Very quick of running around...yeah...it's in november now....

Lots of thoughts in my mind made me felt very sad...bcoz de S3 buddies had graduated...no more entertainments tat I everytime visited thru their class...no more encouragements frm dem...but i guess their heart wud remained on it...quietly...encouraging me...sliently...hoping...tat i can graduate quickly...n watch over me...2 hav a better succession...

During these holidays, i was playing wif my oldest PlayStation™ in my hse...one wif playing...one wif thinking about wat's coming next...surely i dun get much surprised but i know tat wud b same once de skool "resurrect" again...

There's a graduation trip held by them...actually i've given out de deposit so i must go...dey had invited me...n i can't juz turn their back off...my dad said he wud giv me those fees 2 buy de things i wan if i quit tat trip...

I was shocked...how de hell could he think like tat? It's totally insane...i can't do that...wat's more worthy on tat trip? Y it has 2 b now...? Y not later? We oways hav times 2 buy but right now u said u'll give me RM400 if i quit tat trip? Come on, u crap...y ur mind so childish? Friendship is important, n i'm NOT quiting it bcoz dey oredi hav invited me earlier, n dey oso hope i wud come 2 join dem...dun b stupid, will ya? I rather choose 2 go 2 de trip, i know de moosoon weather stuff, i know...but tis could b de last time...wat could b better on tis trip...think about it...dun try'na lurk me up wif ur money...i can buy it anytime i wan...it's juz YOU, dun wanna let me hav tat chance...geez...tat's sad n disappointed, u know...!

Anyway, once im done wif de trip, i guess i shud back on wif my own lifestyle! N im sry wif my society committee, bcoz i cant attend de "J1 showcase"...sry...

Bye now!!

I guess de time will come really soon...

It's really a blink of an eye, everything was really turned up really fast, watever else more? Bcoz of tat, im still been thinking wat better future will it be...wat will de next target be sighted...wat else? Having a relationship wif...girl? THAT...i think it's impossible 4 me FIRST!

Put dem down n relax as much as I can...coz de next one will b a big~~ show coming up in my future studies...hmph...who knows wat kind of big stuff will come...it's just comes out all de sudden...u think im joking? No...I'm sure it will come...

It will b a goodbye soon...
and i hope once we step out de skool,
de next time we meet,
it will not b same like tis time...
I hope we can gather again...2gether...
oso I'll cherish de moment we've been thru all de time...
I'm really gonna miss u all...
I love you guys very much...

It's about time 2 sleep...
May de blessing wif u all...n gud luck...4 de following of "FINAL BATTLE" examinations --- UEC!
Pity tat I cant join u all,
but i'll promise u all tat I WILL make it thru n experience it no matter wat kind of difficulties tat took me off...
I'll b giving it my all once another seasons start...
I promise that I won't fail on u guys again!
I'll hav 2 prove tat i'm stronger enuff 2 face anything dey throw on me!

I'm back in tis blog again...

Wow...long enuff din even click bk tis blog, coz i oways blogging in MSN spaces...2 months oredi...alright, it's time 2 gain back de thoughts in tis blog wud b better...haha!!

Anyway, now is OCTOBER, n i must said tat i will make it in average 2 fill up de blog as balance as i could...n now im examing till 15/10, but somehow not everyday im gonna attend, it was like 2day finished next day rest n next day exam again, next day rest...like tis...really relax, right? For me, no...I wont think it was THAT relaxing...

Back in here was still like a new guy blogging some stuff here, I guess I shud blog more of it after my exams...mayb...it'll take some times 4 me 2 hav a FEEL~~~~ 2 write off some blog...I hav some, but not now...

After exam 1st,
den I shud write as more as my MSN spaces blog...
Heehee!!
Bye now!!
Gotta do revision...ugh...Maths again....!!

Signing Out...for only 2 months...nid concentrate on studies

Olympics over 4 2 days ago, holidays over 4 3 days ago, everything over...I guess right now I nid 2 take more concentration effects on my studies, coz de final exam is going 2 "battle" wif us!

Whatever it was, Wherever it will be, I swear that THIS TIME, it will b de final strike thru de combat 4 my studies, n after tat, i'll take another plan of studies in de year of Senior 3.

I've been having so much rough & tough days around in school, juz realized tat too much things happened around in there, n i've been hesitating 2 expect something unmiserable tat popped out frm my head...well, i guess it takes a couple times 2 deal wif it...who knows wat de final decisions it will be den? HA!

Anyway, I leave a STOP here, until everything's done, den I shall b return 2 tis BLOGGER-Buddy!

Cya!
Gotta Run!

Malaysia's Glory --- LEE Chong Wei had did his FULL BEST!!!

The match ended...de prize was SILVER...it's ok, he had did his best he could do...Tis match was really nervousing...but not wat I expected 4 de beginning, LIN DAN was trying 2 get a chance 2 take ONE blast shot ahead in order 2 get a score, a.k.a OFFENSE type...

And as 4 LEE Chong Wei, he can be a DEFENSIVE type, n oso can be an OFFENSE type, but 2day his performance was really great, n he was really really tired, cant u c his face oredi thin wif omost a hole around his face? Man...tat's awful, u think going 2 BEIJING having a great competition was tat easy?

The battle between LIN DAN n LEE CHONG WEI was pretty rough, I thought he was able 2 surprize us...but mayb it's a bit lost 2 us, n Malaysia...But anyway, it's pretty gud oredi, at least he got a SILVER back home, 2 show dem tat u're truly make it so far!

Nvm all of it, wat u've done is done, take a rest, no, is FULL rest, practise more, and hope 2 c u again after 4 years of OLYMPIC GAMES.

THE WORLD's 2ND -- LEE CHONG WEI (MAS), Signing Out...in BEIJING Olympic 2008!

Whaaaatever~!

Nothing much but a bunch of crap-stupid-silly things running around me, somehow i managed 2 handle it all by urself, though...

Well, same still will be the same, and im still dragging around like turtle there, waiting 4 de lovely holiday 2 come, and why is it? I dunno, either...

Wat shud i say...? Mayb it's time 2 study harder, mayb it's time 2 say it out loud, and mayb, it's time 4 u to say sumting...2 her...i guess so~~~

Hmmm~~~~, well, watever i guess...

Whaaaatever~~!

P/S: "I Miss You"...

Dragging days...

Nothing happened much 2day...juz felt a little bit tired...
Man...i've been sick 4 about 2 weeks oredi...still cant get recovered, especially de damn-shit coughing n flu...i hate it much!!

Actually, im running out of my thumbdrive's memory...2GB was not enuff...i nid an external hard disk wud b better, n oso a 8GB of thumbdrive...coz i oways save some things like music n movies...still not enuff of memory...~~

OLYMPIC BEIJING 2008 had started 4 2 days, on de 1st day show was terrific, never thought it wud b a great opening ceremony, n i heard it was used over 20 billion 2 build it...wow...juz WOW!!

Anyway, im kinda frustrated...im still dragging around...wat shud i do...wat does "she" really desire about? Wat does "she" wan anyway? I cant solve it, cant look thru her heart...all i nid 2 know is WHY...tat's it...im not gonna quit, i nid 2 take more hard times 2 discover b4 "she" does...

Arrgghh...i nid a BREAK~~~

another month...

Well, it's in AUGUST oredi...I guess I shud do my own 2 keep up de gud work? Mayb I shud I say it loud 2 split out all those unhappy things? Or mayb i shud get rid of those who dun really nid 2 b work wif...? No...not at all! Wat i've been thinking was, on 'HOW I SHUD PLAN OUT A BETTER SCHEDULE for myself"...!

Finally, things were over 4 quite long time, only left ME, tat chose a different path, go forward, get succeed, get more hardwork, raise myself up 2 de critical point 2 fight it off...my frenzz, supported me 4 so long, n dey juz wan me 2 b graduated smoothly in my secondary school, not juz fooled around de corner! Mayb dey're right, sometimes I'm just too stupid about y am i caught myself down n stay in S2...just bcoz i gave up on it? juz bcoz I played around too much? Or mayb...u wan it tat way since den? There's too much of questions in my head, not even a better answer 2 reveal n proof...tat de "WHY" 2 me...

I'm not quite wat I'm doin' but I know one thing 4 sure: If u wan 2 b an individual person in ur life, u still hav a long way 2 go, 2 work hard wif! Well, very important, though...mayb I was a little bit childish 4 a moment...

BEIJING Olympics is coming soon in 080808, wow, cant wait 4 de GREAT show!!
AUGUST, I'm comin' 2 get u now!!

Thinking about going back...to reunite again...

Mayb I was wrong, tat all de time i've complaining about my class, actually, i think i shud stop doin' tis coz it still is ur class, wat u're in now...i shudn't juz thinking about de bad ways of dem...I was wrong...wrong, at, all!!

I've been thinking about going back 2 their side, 2 do things 2gether, work 2gether, we do as a teamwork TEAM...I think my class nid more teamwork, really nid it very much, coz wat if we all in de S3 lvl? Still getting urself dragging around there? Come on, guys! I know u all can do it...I know it...

I oways been very expecting u guys 2 do a better things, 2 show dem wat we've got, not only us, even if we reach in S3 lvl, we nid 2 join all de S3 classes 2 do things, teamwork...

I can understand tat u're now in S2 was much harder 2 get thru de time, but lessons u shud b in, not waiting till de last minute u gonna get prepared...look, after 2 weeks it will b a holiday, n after holiday, we nid 2 rush de lessons wif teachers coz we hav 2 finish all de courses b4 de FINAL SEMESTER examination starts! Guys, tis is not funny at all, n u all still being like in a playground there playing around without noticing any troubles...!

Even though we're able 2 make it thru, but tat doesnt mean we can still be happy 4 2 months more, right now, it's omost AUGUST, time is running out n it doesnt wait ANYBODY, i juz hope u all understand y I've been complaining about those stupid nonsense...coz everything, every unnecessary things, I juz dun wanna get involved wif those creepy troubles coz i only a "RE-STUDY STUDENTS" in ur class onli...I dun care about u hate me, i dun care about wat u guys talked about those stupid nonsense on me, I JUZ DUN CARE ABOUT IT!! Juz proof 2 me tat u guys CAN DO IT, so tat I can come back n join u'all...

I'm really sorry for wat i've been complaining...but pls, if u wan me 2 RESPECT u, den u hav 2 RESPECT me 1st!

P/S: Pls get rid of ur "childish-thoughts" away, tat's not even funny at all!

Haizz...
Finally said it out...
Gambateh, S2C5(2008)!!
I'll be waiting for ur TEAMWORK in de future!!
Promise me tat u'll do it!! U must!!
=D

ahh...feel a little bit better...+ sumting happen in my class

Ok~~~now...it's getting better oredi...yesterday i caught a fever wif 36.99Celsius...wow...tat's a bit heat for me...haha...
Well, juz now i had a rush wif my work so i sleep late 4 2nite...but still i nid 2 get some rest coz i ate my medicine 4 hours ago...
Not much things to do but to update my blog everytime i opened my computer...n I dunno wat shud I write...
Anyway, there's a really strange things happen in my school, n it's my class...well, there's no nid 2 tell, it's de stealing money again...
Well, i dun wanna talk about it, coz tis shudn't b split out! I've 2 kept promise 2 dem tat i've 2 keep quiet! So dun ask...if u wanna know, i'll think about talking it...ONLY TRUSTED PERSON!!
Anyway, i feel a little happy, though...and im playing my PSP now...man...wat a boring game i've played 4 N-times oredi...LOL~~~~

cya!!

- HEATH LEDGER Rest.In.Peace -


- THE DARK KNIGHT ROCKS!!!! -

We love u, and we will cherish u...goodbye!

sick...

arggh...a sore throat illness again...i really hate it...it was started frm yesterday...man, totally painful...i cant handle so i asked my mom 2 fetch me 2 c a doctor...oh my god...antibiotics again...
Actually I didnt ate it...i juz ate tat "used 2 chew-medicine" in order 2 get rid of my throat painless...juz OUCH, when i swallowed my saliva...haizz...
Well, im a bit weak since i caught tis sickness...during de school times, i was thinking aboyt goin' back home early 2 take a rest...but it's oredi oways goin' 2 school's off soon, so i decided 2 hold on 4 a little more longer...well, wat i meant was, juz dun wanna go back home so early coz i still wanna watch over her...haha!

By de way, THE DARK KNIGHT was damn-great movie, althought de great actor, HEATH LEDGER had passed away, but his spirits will oways b our heart...I thank you, Mr. Heath Ledger, u hav brought us a great movie, great act, n now de result for tis movie is 1 BILLON 5,841 MILLION US DOLLARS, wat a gigantic money results dey hav...gud movie, and it's really~~~nervousing!

Somehow, Im still not quite well 2day, when i came bk home frm school about 3.30pm sumting, i felt my whole body was getting weak n not much energy 2 walk...man...tis is much serious I've ever had...so after taking bath for about an hour later, i straight away lied down on my bed n take a nap, 2 get some rest in order 2 b well faster...

Well, hope it'll will be well soon...mayb...hmph!!
HACHIYUUUOO~~~!!
OMG~~here I go again...
T_T

X-FILES: I WANT TO BELIEVE (2008)

10 years after de 1st X-FILES movie was released,
and now,
dey r back in action!!

-IN THEATRES 07.24.08-

alone...again...

Really feel kinda lonely...during my repeating session...arggh...headache comes...sleepy comes...juz everything comes!! Wat happened 2 me anyway?? Am i really a piece of SHIT in tat class? Or juz a little damn-shit doggy try'na follow wat dey said 2 do so...ha!! I dun think so...
I dun wanna care about wat kind bull-shit dey throw on me...I dun wanna care about wat dey complaining to...I JUZ DUN CARE ABOUT THOSE F****ING NONSENSE!!! Man...I really got stressful days if I continue 2 face dem, but no choice, same class is still same class, no escape, man!!
Ya...I was gonna do it soon...but i promise i wont do tat for ONE person, de person tat i care de most...so i decided 2 let it go...keep it de same way...make it thru...smoothly...and, OK...I'm done wif it...Geezzzz....!
No one knows wat im thinking...no one knows wat's gonna happened on me...no one...juz...nobody knows tat, but UNLESS, i share my own feelings 2 my most trustworthy person...and tat shud do it...
I really cant joined those CHILDISH ppl, their thoughts r too simple n childish, except those who talked about de NORMAL thing...mayb it was too stupid tat i stayed there...lied down there, slept there...wat for? If dey wan 2, juz bring it on...im not afraid of it, coz i didnt do anything, i only do wat i suppose 2 do...tat's my own rules...! Wat? U think u're in de world wif no rules? Talk shits n rubbing de f***ing shoes 2 show tat u r PRO enuff...4get about it...u're not de only one who can praise urself as a GENIUS, my frenz...time 2 wake up now...u're not in de children's world, u're adult now, cant u all juz enlarge ur thoughts 2 think about ur future? Wat a f***ing ppl i've ever seen...
Anyway, 2morow's monday, back again...2 my class, haizz...here we go again...~~~

P/S: THE DARK KNIGHT -- I've watched oredi!! I'll gave tat movie for 8.2 per 10 marks.
1ST, de storyline is OK; 2ND, those characters, especially de JOKER, acted really~~~real like in our reality world, but unfortunately he died juz after de filmaking was done, his name is Heath Ledger...; 3RD, it was really nervousing, exciting. Overall, it's medium-high perfect for tis time story.

SPORTS DAY - 18/7/2008 - RAINY / SUNNY[FiNaL Day]

Early de morning, when i got there, i changed my clothes, into de orange colour sports clothes...although it's too dark around de area, but as I turned around de looked far opposite, which means de place of de class flag decorations, saw one of corner-side had dropped, i think it was de line had broken...
Then, i walked there, feel de wind, oh, i 4got one thing, I arrived after 15 minutes, it rained heavily for around an hour....it was a bit cold down there, n I oso 4got 2 bring de jacket...haizz
When i got there, nothing but 2 released off de line in order 2 re-put it up again...i had took about 30 minutes 2 do tat, but it can't b helped, i was not enuff energy 2 do it, even pulling de "nelon" line, it's really painful, n my hands left out some injured scar...I can't helped dem out...mayb i was really useless...stupid...juz bcoz of tis problem, making me acting like a NOBODY around their eyes...one word for all...>USELESS<...
2day was de most cherished...most interesting n unforgetable memories in tis sports day, even though im not in senior 3 wif dem, 2gether dey play, 2gether dey teamed, 2gether...dey shared de most, i felt a little...down...cant get into dem...cant get thru...but, as a same grade, we both help each other, 2 shout out, n support those who need de most...
Next was my Senior 2, well, u can say tat we actually didnt quite get along but at least de teamwork was still there, we joined other classes 2 gave support 2 de teachers n students when it omost coming 2 de end of sports --- 2x800 run! WOW, really gud for tis time, more excitement, more fun, more joy!
Well, after a long "trip" in Bdr. Tun Razak of SBSKL, n oso after marked de attendance, i rushed away 2 S3C4, n joined dem for de last time, we took pictures, we fly up wif joy, n we left de unforgetable mark in these 3 days of sports day...!
As I ready 2 walked out de entrance, walked thru all de way road 2 get 2 my mom's car, i passed-by de 2nd bus-stop [near de traffic lights], saw her standing there, chatting wif her little sister n little brother, n i...oso saw her red-tomato face around her cheeks, n i know, tat she's been standing down below de stage 4 de closing ceremony 4 quite long...n tat time was very sunny, too...well, mayb it has 2 take more time...n if kept repeating tis thing, im really gonna get crazy...!

The Sports Day's over...wat done is done, glad tat u all happy...these 3 days i've been all alone in my class, din actually joined their fun...coz i dun wanna hear any nonsense frm dem if i am there...it's too annoying...
I wonder wat she's doin' right now... ...

See you next year, SBSKL!
May ur blessing b wif us!

-END-

SPORTS DAY - 17/7/2008 - CLOUDY & SUNNY

Same thing goes on...woke up early in de morning...and this...is de second day...of SPORTS DAY.
2day was a bit rough...de road blocked again...luckily it wasn't too stuck bcoz it's very~~~~damn early...i heard dey had been spotting check around 27hrs...haizz...another "battle"...anyway, i reached around 5.45am...
Checking my bagpack...checking my hair...fingernails...after all these, i get in there n rushed up 2 my class seats...lied down there n slept...for onli 30 minutes...woke up back, still darker...boring...took out my society's camera out n play for a while...taking cool pictures like de blue sky, panning, car chasing...haha...tat shud get rid of de bored stuff in my head...!
2day was a little bit exciting...coz every sports competition were in de FINALs, wow man...tat was really cool...but too bad we didnt get any GOLD but 2nd n 3rd shud b ok...at least we brought out a result...
Later on, i was servicing de work wif my society ---- taking photograph...in de morning i've used about 4 hrs time 2 catch it...and den in de afternoon of 2 hrs, all together, i onli caught up about 112 pictures onli...guess i dunno wat 2 catch but I got some perfect on it, though.
2nd day...so fast to b over...and she...got her things and services 2 do...so as me...well, same thing, watched at her wherever she was...but onli a slight look, though...coz i was shy...ha...mayb...
Everything goes very smoothly...nothing happened at all...but de worst thing was...my frenz n I hav 2 walk all~~~~ de way round, 2 find de LRT station and go back home...about an hour time...wat de f***, man...really far away frm STADIUM BOLA SEPAK KUALA LUMPUR (SBSKL)...haizz...hope it's dun hav another one happened on us...man...damn tired...
GTG 2 sleep now...n 2morow, is de last day of SPORTS DAY, well...it's really a fast end days i oways hav, but tis time is even more faster than I expected...hope 2morow will go slowly...

"Take care of urself...ok? Coz I really concern...n care about u...but i still dunno...how 2 comunnicate wif u...but onli SMS...it's fine...we both still nid some time...I dun wanna bother u wif those unnecessary things, coz u hav an important exam 2 do...so keep up de gud work...and...dun push urself too much...health is more important than others...Good night! Hope 2morow will hav a MIRACLE...appears between u...n me!"

=)
Bye guys!
Until here den!

SPORTS DAY - 16/7/2008 - RAIN & SUNNY

Woke up at 4.35am, wow, damn early...no choice but hav 2 wake up coz my fren's dad fetch me n dem go 2 STADIUM BOLA SEPAK, for de sports day...
Reached there around 5.30am...a lot of prefects gathered around 2 listen for wat their captain hav 2 said...30 minutes later, after taking a short checking, i straight away go 2 my class place seat 2 sit down...but unfortunately, it's LOCKED!!
After i found a way 2 sneak into my place, i was hanging around for quite long and picked up my MP3 WALKMAN PLAYER for listening some cool songs...
Later on, de crowded was back in old-fashioned ways, but tis time was a little bit stucking coz de space was not quite gud as I expected...my frenz(S3C4), I love~~~ to joined dem much coz dey all really had a change in their teamwork, as for my class, haizz...well, it was...not bad!
Early in the morning I felt it was a bit cold out there, n i thought it was gonna rain coz i felt tis cold weather was really much like raining...and i was right, it rained after about 3 hours since I've been there. The wind blown strongly, touched my skin just like slapping on it, it was cool n nice, I love rain...very much!
The 1st day for our sports day was really entertaining, every competition was really brought us into a high-level n excitements, we cheer at dem, we shouted at dem, we roared at dem...tat's de spirit of having a sports time!
The place where she sat, was really near, juz beside de net and beside other class only, all I can do was sat down there, looked at her, de only I really missed out was, I forgot tat she had a 200M-running competition, I heard de noise but when my head up, it was finished...how can i missed tis precious chance...well, no more oredi...wat else can u do...She was...really brave down there...she really was...haha, and she's cute when her cheeks turned red like tomato...haha!
De event had delayed 4 an hour, means 4.30pm is 2 b going home...but it was 5pm 2 let us go...but, never mind, though, coz de important thing is, competition!
When I got home, i quickly unpack my things, washed up my clothes, took a gud bath, charging my MP3 player...and I'm writing tis blog, coz it's been a long time I didnt touch tis thing...
Remaining 2 days of SPORTS DAY, hope de fun will bring it to me as a Great Memories!
Bye now!

P/S: I still got a feeling tat I cant even do it...wat am i doin' anyway??

missed out... ...everything...

Something's juz not quite right at all...mayb it's oredi reserved in every kind of activities, so I guess I shud juz let it go...
The same thing happened today...
I was about going 2 my school 2 draw n create a new CLASS FLAG, it was about 9am++, and i was driving my mom's car, very unfortunately tat today early in the morning, the halfway of KL-Seremban had BLOCKED de road 2 check whether there's any intruders 2 sneak in 2 de Government's meeting...I was a little stunned but too drive back home n decided 2 go there later...
3 hrs later, i was taking a break wif my old-buddies in de somewat kopitiam near my hse, it was 12noon, and i really gonna move out...my dad told me 2 use another route 2 go 2 my school, so i do it...but...damn tat stupid-dupid police had blocked until now still havent finished it, and i can barely reach 2 my school...
I felt shocked tat one mof my fren told me tat dey had oredi there since 7.30am...wow~~tat's really early, dey din tell me n i missed it out...
But luckily it was oredi painting de picture, and i can do is take more pictures n help dem out, bcoz it's oredi LAST YEAR in tis school, i juz wanna be wif dem again...
About 2pm, we gone 2 ate our lunch after 4 de exhausting painting work, it took about an hour rest, and later we continue it as quick as dey can.
5.25pm...it omost done, suddenly, my dad called, said tat we nid 2 go 2 my relative's dinner, and i had 2 go back home immediately...but somehow, i din got de final pictures yet, still nid 2 go...I felt a bit sad n disappointed, y cant I hav tis precious chance 2 do de final strike...? So, i left my camera 2 dem, and i trusted dem...hope dey can get more pictures than i get juz now...
I juz finished my dinner, wif my relatives...and im still a bit missed out...on everything tat I must hav it done...
It was really a stubborn day 4 me, and de time arrangement was really rushed...y is it hav 2 b today...? If not today, everything will be changed into a happy mood n happy day...but now, i din smile at all, not even a gud-looking face...really...in a no mood...

Juz...missed out... ... ...juz... EVERYTHING!!!!

annoying...

Wow...cant believe it's oredi in JULY, and i didnt posted any post last month...now, new courses...new challenges...new beginning, and thus, I can barely accept myself in tis CLASS...
U know sumting tat i oways wanna say it loud bcoz tis year of my school life, and it's oredi in de 2ND STAGE (means 2nd semester larr), i found tat it's way too damn ANNOYING...n felt disappointed on it...
Why? Hmph!! I tell it, there's a lot of F***ING-MINDED ppl around there talking too much nonsense, y dey oways care about wat other ppl's doing? Didnt even care about demselves?? Dey juz stupidly talking all de nonsense n think tat others didnt heard it, well, it came 2 me too, i heard it but dey dun really care about other ppl's feeling, think tat dey r so PRO, so "YENG", "LCLY" there...wat for?
Sometimes i wanna help dem out, dey refused it in a f***ing face 2 me...waaa, man...i was try'na help, is tat really a hard thing 2 do? WHAT A STRANGE PEOPLE I'VE EVER SEEN, BASTARD!!!
I dun really get along wif tis class, only a few tat can used 2 b friendly for me, Why? Bcoz my class, no, i think i shud say THEIR "AWESOME" CLASS, hav different groups of GANG-BANG there, u follow me, i follow u, their shoutout is like tis...
Come on, i'll do wat i've 2 do, but pls dun make me being upset n face up 2 u guys like f***ing-shit guy here, n PLS DUN SPLIT UNNECESSARY THINGS if u dunno wat had happened, so SHUT UR F***ING-BLOODY-SHIT mouth n do ur own things!!

Being like tis I really dun like tis at all...wat for shud I stay in tat class 2 study, being bullied by dem again and again...? Dey juz make me like a DAMN-CHEAP guy in de corner n try'na test me n get away frm me...wat!!? Am I DOG around there, letting u guys "SHIU SHIU" me a while n throw out a BONE n let me come bk again...!? I'm NOT ur BAIT, bastard!!
Im not interested wif ur BULL-SHIT, so GET THE F***ING OUT OF THE WAY, or u'll really gonna PISSED ME OFF!!
And I had enuff wif it, I only do wat i've 2 do, I only study wat I've 2 STUDY!!

Im way too MAD wif it coz i cant really hold it n stand it like tis...I nid 2 c a CHANGE, but it's not really wat I've EXPECTED...it's been half of de year, r u guys really wanna do tis 2 me? Making suffer again? Actually I only get along wif other classes of frenzz...juz bcoz tis, makes me feel tat Im not really alone at all...

WAKE UP, GUYS!!! U're NOT SLEEPING oredi!!! SO GET UP!!! AND CHANGE IT OFF!!!

Back frm a trip of the high sky, cold fresh air -- CAMERON HIGHLANDS

This time of my trip, u can say tis time was my very 1st time, to go the state of pink-red fruits, tat is CAMERON HIGHLANDS. Tis time I went there, is to climb the mountains dey mentioned, which is Berembun Mountain. It was 6000 meter tall, and we all climbed all de way up and down, as for me, haha, i "pokai" in de middle of de climbing progress, it hit my butt butt, OUCH...so pain...lol~~
In these 3 days for de trip, I thought it wud more enjoyable than I expected, but no, only de 1st day is the most enjoyable time we had...bcoz as we climbed on mountain Berembun, it was like a fantasy place tat we never seen b4...how can i say...tat view, like u watch it frm above, it's very very beautiful, n all those stuff in de forest, was so natural...it had been taken about 6 hrs to finish de route, it was very tiring, n fun!
The next time, we climbed another mountain in order 2 discover de biggest flower in Malaysia -- Rafflesia. Tat was not quite fun, but there's a river where waters whoops down very strong n we can hardly play there by standing still to feel water splashes n oso test ur ability of balances. Climbed all de way up, after saw de flower, n den we climbed all de down, back 2 de villages 2 wait others back...quite boring bcoz in 6 hrs half of tis climbing session, for me i won't say it was totally not fun, at least we learned some of things tat WE, city boys n girls dunno with, everything for villager, de things dey use, r de nature items came grass, stick, even bamboo oso...We all didnt tried tis kind of lifestyle b4 just bcoz we, hav a home sweet home, our beloved family, lives in a city place. As for them, even dey wan 2, it's hard for dem bcoz as far as I know, once we went out frm de village, de only thing we saw is only a HIGHWAY ROAD, buddy! Dey dun even hav ANY VEHICLES, even a BICYCLE oso didnt hav one, dey hav WALK, all way long...Wat do YOU think if u live tis place, no computers, no TVs, no HANDPHONEs, no INTERNETs, it's been really a HARD day for tis lifestyle.
Meanwhile, as for our dinner, we had a steambot dinner, whoa...awesome...all THOSE vegetables, was really really FRESH~~~~~~, man...I ate omost 2 big plates, and after i've gone bk 2 de hostel, i oredi rushed into de toilet n did a big business, lol!!!
That steambot was really good, try itt out, man...im not bluffing lor!!!
Last day, we all leave de beautiful place wif joy n sad, too...i was really able enjoy in these days wif de gangbang there, although not very "ngamking" la...but classmates is a still classmates, nothin' more. When i came bk 2 school on about 4.30pm++, i called my mom 2 fetch me n I walked around de school again, to think of somethin' else...
CAMERON HIGHLANDS, wat a beautiful name of de place, a.k.a STRAWBERRY CITY, never let go a chance 2 tis fascinating place.

Bye for now...hope next time will go again...
Ciao!!

Thinking about...someone...I...Like...

Well, tis kind of thing had been dragging me around me since I didnt really had a chat wif her since 31st December 2007...tat time she replied my msg...but not as I expected...it was like some kind of complaining msg...after looking it, I had no other things to tell but to PROMISE her I DUN HAV SEND MSGES TO HER IF IT DOESNT HAVE ANY IMPORTANT STUFF to tell...12am passed by, I shut off my phone in anger...den I slept...
Until tis year, since I've re-study my Senior 2 course again...I told myself tat I shud get to change myself in a different way...but finally I did it in a halfway now...not even a worry anymore...till one day...I was walking somewhere near de staffroom, came thru to her...I saw her but I didnt do anything. While she was dutying as a prefect job, means in recess time la...I oways walked down de stairs n oways saw her there, I felt a little embarrassing to...see her...eye-to-eye...hehe...too shy to do tat...n felt like kind of not really know wat to do...
At home, one day I cleaned up my room n saw her photos(society photos, of course...), n everytime I looked up wif tis things...man...cant even try to stop thinking of her...Im crazy oredi...but sumtimes I juz wanna try 2 sms her 2 say hello but I still cant do it...
Until now, I didnt actually do anything on it after my camp n her camp, even until today oso didnt even TOUCH de phone ALL~~ day coz i put my fone in my room...
Well, u can say...I'm in love...really dunno wat to do...cant even face her...juz been thinking about "wait for de right time comes"...haiyo...Im gonna sleep until morning if I kept continue in tis way...
God, r u testing me? Is this some kind a IQ question for me to SOLVE de problem...well, it maybe is TRUE...I guess...
But, let God bless me...n her as well...

Chiao(means gtg)!!

vacation in MELAKA...(Part 2)

Woke up at 7am, de in charge for de cooking section were ready to cook de breakfast, tat time i was still asleep, heard some "kinglingkonglong" sound so tat I shocked up n woke up like a drunk guy...As I woke up, I saw my friends woke up, too...but dey all sat up not quite straight, sat up like a dummy there...haha
After de breakfast, we played our one last game b4 we moved on 2 our next destination, we really had fun tat time...everyone was really happy, n at around 10am, we all packed up, cleaned up, dried up, washed up, tidied up ALL de stuff n wait 4 de manager 2 come n check...after all things had settled, we all left our hostel...
All the long way back to K.L., I sat on de bus, everyone was sleeping, including my friends...only me, still very awake...listening some music, playing psp...I was really missed tis kind of trip coz I really hav soooo much fun after I joined tis society, dey gave me different kinds things to learn, n I felt tat many kinds of society tat I had joined, tis one I liked it de most(coz got frenz there ma....)...
Thank you all, I'm really really had a gud time in there...
Back to my school, 15 minutes later, everyone's gone back home...only me n other 2 friends stay there(not quite familiar 2 them), dey talked about their nice trip wif their friends...and as for me, I was walking around de school as Im waiting for my mom to fetch me...
While Im waiting, i just came across a street near resting room(for those who felt uncomfortable), as I was going 2 walked thru...I saw...her...running 2 other place 4 de event...I guess...Seeing her being fine, I guess I dun hav 2 worry about it, by de way, she saw me, too, n I oso saw her...still de same...nothing else to do...
Later, my mom arrived...I put all my stuff into de carboot, I drove way back home wif a happy face...
This trip...made me felt very memorable...I dunno y im so happy in tis society but de only one thing for sure, friendship is like tis, u hav de fate to meet them, den u hav appreciate for wat belonged by ur side...is like tis...u've knew another few friends there, n dey're different 2 u...
Wat can I say, happy is oways a happy, I guess I...I am really happy, though...hope 2 hav tis kind of trip...again...and im...looking forward...to it!



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vacation in MELAKA...(Part 1)

Tat was still a bit dark, n yet a dawn time b4 morning,is about 6.05am sumting, I was fetched by my dad, wif his precious vehicle --- Benz E240...While on de way 2 my school, I was a little excited bcoz i finally waited till tat day 2 go 4 another vacation wif my society...n my most beloved friends...I was smiling all de way until I got 2 school, n I saw my friends waved at me, so i quickly take down my bagpack, say goodbye 2 my dad n de fun begans in a meanwhile...haha!
7.15am, time to go 4 de journey of our destination 2 pick n shoot any kinds of photos around tat area...de bus came in a short while, we packed up n gathered up, n ready 2 go...and, within a sudden, i was de last one going out 2 de bus, juz as I was ready 2 step outside de school gate...I saw a friend of mine...a girl tat I like, she came juz a same time, she came wif her sister(S1), 2 attend a camp in school...I was slowly walked thru bside her, I saw her, n she saw me, we both felt too shy 2 said sumting...yeah...I am REALLY shy...I was trying 2 said "be careful, ok?", but i didnt...I walked out b4 stepped up 2 school bus, i turned around n looked at her again...(she turned around, too, i was shocked)n way-up into de bus.
7.20am, we're on de move 2 MELAKA...yaaahoooooo...!! In de bus, we, a.k.a GANGBANG la...sat 2gether at de back, 13 ppls around there...it's nothing more but FUN made us felt even more excited...my friend, nelson brought a speaker(de mini speaker) 2 us and plug de cable in n switch on my MP3 WALKMAN VIDEO 2 ply de music...wow...de sound was incredible...n oso, we brought some snacks...we ate a lot cause on de way up we didnt hav ANY~~ breakfast anymore so we could juz endure it until noon comes n ate our favourite dish --- CHICKEN RICE!!
As we go 4 de photos caputring, I found myself some familiar, brought back memories to me...de temple...de historical buildings...I've been there b4 since 2000. Last time i came, it doesnt really built up much at tat place, is was like a big-space of empty area 4 de cows passed thru...now, it's been 8 years, it changed really a lot...it's totally different, though...
Then, headed up 2 largest temple we visited, I've prayed 4 my family's safety, everything goes smoothly, happy always, n healthy oways...but oso, I've prayed 4 her, too... It was de 1st I do tis thing juz bcoz i didnt really come out 2 a place like tis much so tis is it...I've finally done it!
6.15pm, way up 2 our stay-night place, called Villa D'Faro, it's near de city of A'Famosa, we rented a bungalow, but i thought it was really a BIG~~bungalow, but wat I expected, was a regular bungalow, means de space is not quite big enuff, even my friends slept in de living room oso no place 2 "hide"...LOL~~~, we had BBQ there n we oso had swimming there, pushing other ppl down 2 de water, I was one of them, too...my goodness...
Late night at about 2.15am, we all couldnt get asleep so we dcided 2 play some capturing photo techniques in oreder 2 learn more about photo shooting...as we play de most, was called "seperate body"...it's really fun if u saw urself in different emotions n movements...
But...although it was oredi 3.05am...we couldnt hung around n felt really~~~tired, so we all sneek back 2 de living room...and...sleep...zZzZZZzzzZZ(it's really cold, coz there's two air-condition in a living room ONLY, freezing like in North Pole)...haha...


Continue 4 de next posts titled : vacation in MELAKA...(Part 2)
Stay Tuned!
Ciao!

silly-dilly dayzZZZ...again, man!!! Arrgghh....

Well, well, well...Im REALLY finally made myself comfortable right now...bcoz i oredi 4get n ignore (is TOTALLY, oky?) de damn-bastard msges...HAIYO!!! QUIT THINKING LA...my big brother cousin oso oredi told me 2 4get about it den i 4 get lo..
How do i 4get? Very easy...juz do ur own things...play ur own PSP like gone crazy...and on9 till sleepy den nothing liao...tat kinda stuff is too sohai la...
Alright...back 2 de topic...I'm having my holidayzzzzz now...which means im now having a silly-dilly dayzzzz again...nothing 2 do wat...juz play around wif ur favourite console (PSP, PS2, even de oldest PS oso play, haiya...mou diu la...), life's been is simple, wat else u wanna hav? Caused many troubles n wan u 2 solve it in ONE-BY-ONE, ha!! pissed off la...
Im not quite free, though...coz i still hav campsss 2 attend including 4 2morow's "Photography Society's Shooting Pictures in Melaka"...haih...cant wait bcoz all my dummy-funny frenzz r there...so im looking 4ward 2 it...
2day we went shopping in SCP (aka south city plaza), wow man...my sis bought herself two new bagzz n my mom got one bag n one purse...she was hoping tat de MONEY~~~ will come 2 her bag...fa choi la means...they oso bought some clothes, too...As for me...I bought my own things 4 2morow's camp, n my dad oso bought me a sunglasses...it's pretty cool (DK brand)...haha...
Im sitting in front of de computer there dunno wat 2 do juz ON~~~~9 only, n i didnt really wanna play on9 games...too nyiak 4 me 2 play tis childish entertainment...yeppie...I cant wait 2 buy a PlayStation™3 n a SONY BRAVIA™ 37" LCD SCREEN TV...haha...imagine only la...no money liao~~~ T_T
CIAO, baby!!!

What a damn day I had...Oh NOES!!

Man...I was REALLY~~~~had a very down day bcoz SOMEONE had SPLIT out my own personal secret, oh my god...ah dong...wat happened 2 u...u shudn't b like tat...
He said tat he was chatting witf his friends while there's no teacher went in 2 their class, he said he chatted about who who and who who sumting like tat la...and den he "KICK" out my things out n junxian knew wat he was talking...I thought ah dong wud never told him but he kept asking like a freakin' guy, den he blew out de contents...
OH NOES!!! Wat am i gonna do...wat if she knows about tis...i was trying not 2 take any action or even a talk on her but IF THIS NEWS BLOWS AWAY AROUND THE PPL IN THEIR CLASS or OTHER PPL, I'm gonna be really~~~~~~~~~ TROUBLE oredi...
Geez...
I'm just having a perfect resting+waiting 4 de results, den suddenly came out tis stupid things...arrggghh...am i stupid enuff tat i TOLD him about tis...
I'm still worrying about it how it GOES to this things, i just hope im NOT getting ANY~~~ trouble...
If she finds out, OH NOES!!!!
God, save me, man...
I mean iT~!!!


Currently listening to:
Can't help but wait - Treyz Songs ft. Plies
I'll Be Waiting - Lenny Kravitz (From L: Change the World)
Low - Flo Rida ft. T-Pain

Exams finally finished...what a boring days...AGAIN~~

Man...This sessions of examinations made me feel insane...
I dun really know wat am i doing all the time during exam, but only memorize n write it down...tat's it...
After 7 days of tough days, finally can relax a bit, while im still waiting for my results...
It doesn't changed much everytime i finished my exam, only play, go out, watch movie, sms, like tis n like tat...haiya...dun care la...
4 days left to start the holidays but im a little busy tat time, i hav 10 days of camp tat nids 2 attend...man, wat a tiring events but it's fun, im sure for it...
By de way, during these days of resting, Im...thinking of someone...someone that I like...juz...cant let go of her...
In school, I oways walk thru her class n not quite wanna look at her juz im shy ma...n my face blushed oso dunno, tat time my frenz asked me y my face so red den i straight away said : IT's HOT ONLY LA....!!
I cant lie myself, though...even witf ONE hello oso cant say it out...man...it's COMPLICATED, lol~~~~~

Anyway...c how it goes la...
Wat it comes, will come...doesnt hav 2 b force sumtings u really wan it come...
haha...dunno wat am i talking about...
im talking crap...
yahahahaha~~~~~~~~

L: CHANGE THE WORLD (2008)

ANOTHER COMPILATION OF "DEATH NOTE"

*Please note tat this is NOT a "DEATH NOTE 3".*

It's a story that tells us about "L" the mysterious detective guy who have only 23 days left to solve a difficult case after the "KIRA" case had solved, it's the VIRUS that spread all over the world.
"L" has decided to use within 6 days to solve the problem, and a young girl, holding a "DEATH NOTE" book again, also needs to be eliminated before he continues the VIRUS cases.
Will he be able to change the world?

Tune in to "L: CHANGE THE WORLD" released in APRIL 3
IN THEATRES NOW!!

Enjoy it!!

CRISIS CORE -FINAL FANTASY VII- [PSP] 2007 2008 SQUARE ENIX Co.

This is a saga that 10 years in the making,

SQUARE ENIX Co. had finally released the compilation of Final Fantasy VII series,

it had been taken for ages to create a PSP compatible game in the first place,

and also make it into UMD disc with almost full-in-disc!!
Final Fantasy VII series is one of the best selling and best story in the world,

We should thanked them for giving us so much of fun, sad, happy, and so on!!
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Seven years prior to the events of FINAL FANTASY VII,The Shinra Company is rapidly increasing its influence through its monopoly on mako energy and military might. With the burgeoning city of Midgar as its base and symbol of prosperity, Shinra is on the verge of establishing absolute dominance over the world. SOLDIER is a group of skilled combat operatives within Shinra. The elite within the group for those strong enough to be deemed SOLDIER 1st Class are respected and idolized by the citizenry. ZACK is a young soldier 2nd Class who aspires to become a 1st. He spends his days carrying out assignments under the guidance of his 1st Class mentor, ANGEAL. During an operation in Wutai, a large number of soldier members, led by 1st Class operative Genesis, go missing. The severity of the situation prompts Shinra executives to deploy even more soldier operatives in hopes of bringing an end to the war with Wutai and conducting an investigation into the mass desertion. The ones assigned to the mission are ZACK, ANGEAL, and the 1st Class hero who is known the world over as SEPHIROTH. What truths lie behind GENESIS disappearance. What secrets bind the three soldier 1st Class operatives. For Zack, a cruel and fateful struggle awaits...

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Enjoy the trailer!!

Let's support them to countinue their hardwork!!
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2008 SQUARE ENIX Co. ALL TRADEMARKS RESERVED

CHARACTER DESIGN: TETSUYA NOMURA

Upset...feeling down...

I've never thought I would come this far...Everything in my life has been changed...even SOMETHING that I've encountered, it's gonna come towards my "Circlet World". For my school's lifestyle time, I suppose that I should have to keep the best work for myself in order to graduate, but I've failed myself to do that, though.

Not a single word to tell anymore, until the right time comes, in this year, 2008, I finally made up a reckless decision: I decided to stay in the SAME standard level (SENIOR 2), but it's true that it's kinda waste of all my time staying in there, I've no choice but to wait the SPM results. 3 months half had been passed with a quick slide, the results are not quite a flying colour, though...

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SPM RESULTS
BM 8E*
BI 5C
PM 9G**
SEJ 9G**
MATHS 7D
SCI 6C
PA 8E*
EKO 9G**
BC 5C
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I just don't get it...Is it really that bad for me to study a simple course? Or is it i'm too simple-minded to face THESE? Give me a break...I'm just too frustrated to look at THESE things...

ANYWAY,
I'm really something else... What am I gonna do? Hmph....
Another thing is...there's a girl...well, you can say that again...i'm kinda in LOVE situation but NOT YET, bcoz i cant "chase" her...well, she's in the same as I am, we both too difficult to communicate, so erm...maybe I should leave as it is because last time...we both have a big problem...so we both...like get out from our sight...
But will see our fate, whether we can go back to normal times or something...

Really,
if you are not prepared,
what else you can do if you go out to the social place?
**We always have a choice to choose, but the choice you have, it CANNOT simply make a decision, it's about your own future lifestyle!**

THiNk AbOuT It...if you really well-prepared...!

Happy Tree Friends --- BLIND DATE *(Rated R for Blood & Violence)*

WOW!! It's cool!!
The views contain 5,287,249 people watched it!!
What a Blind DATE, though!!
LOL~~

Enjoy it!!
XD

Tales Of Eternia (PSP) - 2004 2005 NAMCO

This game is my favourite one,
it had been released for PSP 2 years ago,
it's really a memorable games.
I like the storyline they made,
it really feels fascinating and fantasy,
and the songs too,
really nice.

If you have them,
the more you play,
the more you feel very nice.
Thanks to NAMCO for such a successful game they made!!

Enjoy this opening scenes!
Hope you all like it!!

The BeGinNinG

Hey there...
This my new BLOGGER...
Hope u'all enjoy de times n happy always!!

In de following days,
I'll try 2 put some interesting things on it 2 share wif u'all!!

GTG!
CYA!!